La vacacion de navidad

So far it has consisted of climbing, running, and sewing. It's pretty fun though. I felt really accomplished today. Um just downloaded a whole bunch of songs. Well songs I already had but got deleted...mmmm I guess that's it. Text me. Well I can't hang out tomorrow or Thursday. I need to take care of my bro at home. But this weekend fo sho. My homemade chalk bag is totally baller. Disappointed in my SAT score. I thought I scored a lot higher. Actually 150 points higher. Well second time's the charm? idk I'll have to consider a retake. well no 370z coupe for now...

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Peace.

Oh really?

Hm totally unexpected. I thought it was something else. Time passes and People change. But good to know that you haven't. Good seeing you today! And AJ my hero. Today was pretty bomb. Really random but it was fun. Chinese church was awesome. Even though we didn't sound too good it was funn. Then going to the park in Redlands. It was fun. Sorta. Fun in a hmmm some peace and quiet sort of way. I need some of that. Umm nicks house after. Then uni. Then nicoles house with Hannah and vivien :) then ate some sushi and had some interesting convo with the chef. What's super dry? Not raw. Lolz. Mmm then went home and played cod with my bro...wish I went bowling to see grant but whatever...haircut tomorrow and threshold at four. I really need a haircut. I hate my hair. Well I'm really tired. Good night.

Threshold

That place is bomb. I'm addicted to climbing. It's just a challenge and I love it. I really want to get good at this sport. Can't wait for Sunday.

Mang

Yesterday was an adventure. I need more spontaneity in my life. So random. roflcopterlamfaolollulzgtgttyllolluzluzlulazomg. shoot. pwned at rock paper scissors. Got destroyed by a red target thingie. There's a video of it if you are interested. Imaginary volleyball. Togo's sandwich was great. Redlands Mall concert was pretty good despite the fact that we only had like parents and Mysa and Bert as audiences. It was good seeing coach Perez again. I miss him. Went to Hannah's house and stayed til like nine. I got curry :) and saw Candice and Damien. Man good times. It's like we're family. mmm...bouldering on Friday. Can't wait. Almost had to push my car to the gas station. I was running on E from the park, to the school, to nick's house, to the mall, back to the school, then to nick's house, then to my house, then to the gas station. Thank God for keeping my car running.

Today was ok I guess. Mr. Stone was really nice to me. And so was Benson. I guess honesty does pay off. Maybe it's a message from God. Carl's Jr. never tasted so good. Rotory Club was a bunch of rich bastards. Well at least we sounded good. Mile high club. The most random, hilarious, nonsensical conversation of the month/year so far. hahha omg. I still don't know why they were talking about that and why I was the subject of their discussion.

Peace.

Tastes like paper

School tastes like paper and sweat. gross. lunch is so boring. no one to talk to. I did well on my political speech though. 32/30!! :) Pro-musica effects ftw. I guess that's it. Nothing much happened today. Didn't really talk to many people. Idk why but I feel like I'm distancing myself from people. But the truth is I'm getting kind of tired of people. Well more like the school environment. It makes everything seem so superficial and fake. Everything is just a facade. Well I'm content with myself for today. I need to start on chem hw...that class is a joke. It's too easy. I want to watch UP again. I almost cried in the first 10-15 minutes or so. It was a good movie.

Peace.

Today was fun

Woke up to the most wack text message ever. It made me laugh so hard. Lawlz. Good way to start the day. Then I ate played cod watched my saints stay undefeated even though it was really close..good job falcons. Then drove halfway to threshold only to find out I'm supposed to be there an hour later. Drove home then drove out again. Climbing was fun :) it's addicting. And it's actually a challenge like running. Finally something I feel like trying hard at. In n out after with Chandler Greg michelle. Fun/messed up convo. God forgive my sins. Starbucks after. It was fun. School tomorrow..well at least I don't have first period. Things are looking up. It only makes me realize how much of my life SAT took up. Hopefully we go snowboarding next weekend plus bouldering. It's gonna be fun.

Mmm...i guess that's it for now..yeah? No? Whatever.. Pobre Hannah. It's ok well it was for the best. Just be happy and move on.

Life keeps moving whether you are ready or not. Don't fight the current just go with the flow. Take care of the little things then the big things will open up and fall into place. Don't dream of dreams, live your dream.

Kind of flustered right now. The real thing starts now. My real job starts now. Our real jobs start now. Everyhing else was in preparation for the next three months. Guys we can do this. Let's put our heads together and plan a banquet that we will be immortalized for. Let's plan a banquet that will redeem our class and show the rest that we are capable of the best. It's the beggining of the end.

A lot is on my mind right now I don't know where to start or how to put it to words. It's a big knot and I don't know how to untangle it. Well with time and perseverence I can do it. Peace.

Oh God..

Please just leave me alone. You've had your chance just let me be. Let me just lve my life. I ask for so little yet you ask for so much. It doesn't balance out. You need to realize that I'm not you and that we are different. We have different opinions, perspectives, and goals. Please stop trying to use me. I'm not dumb contrary to what you may think.

I just want a break away from everything. Just me a house on an island far away from civilization. I'm getting tired of people, technology, a hypocritical church body. I just want some time for myself. I don't even know what I want in life. The only reason I'm trying so hard is because I feel obligated to my family to do so, not because I myself personally free from outside influence chose to do so. My dream: be happy, live in a modest home, help the underprivileged, have a good family. I just want a simple life..

I'm tired. I hate 1st period. Stop being so goddamn fake and hypocritical. It's annoying. Well good to have blogspot to vent to. I have a good feeling about this weekend though. And I can't waitfor grant to come visit! Holy crap it has been too long and I still owe him a titty twister. And Nicole is coming too! This break is gonna be fun. Let's go snowboarding please? Thanks.