Intense

Today was intense. yup yup.

Took awesome notes in lecture.

Picked up Nate and headed to Threshold! Met up with Tyler. Climbed for a good three hours. Greg came. Worked out for another hour. P90X!!! Ab Ripper X! and my own custom workout. Targetting all the major muscle groups used for climbing. Trying to build strength and endurance. I feel pretty good. Cardio tomorrow. 3 mile run. Hopefully I feel better than last time lol.

I'm getting fit! Feels good. I like it. Even though I'm sore all the time, I like it. I know that I'm gonna be more fit and more healthy than before. Nice. Another goal for the summer I guess when I actually have time to take care of my body.

Time to start reading

I actually kinda like this summer. Even though I don't really see too many people, its all good. I've had some valuable me time. For myself and no one else. I'm not studying for anyone else, I'm not working out to impress anyone or for anyone, I don't do all these things for anyone else except me.

Summer's been pretty chill..music is my best friend.

Guitar..piano..violin. Practicing my range. Can hit a lot of the high notes. I can hit an A almost.. I'm afraid I'm turning into a tenor. I can't get a good tone when I sing low bass range anymore. I don't care..probably not even gonna do pro musica next year anyways.

Wedding Dress! No other! hit me up man! lets do this

I just wish summer wasn't so boring. And that I didn't have to write my essay. Oh well. Gotta get on that soon.

1. You are so mean.

2. I think you should go all out next year. Don't hold yourself back.

3. Thanks for always being there.

4. Never mind. I've decided.

5. Oh I'm sorry I blew you off today. lol. Maybe I'll talk to you tomorrow hah..

Peaaacccce

much love

Tuesdays

Even though its summer Tuesdays still seem to be the worst day of the week. Discussions is way too long. Woke up at 7 to go run. Barely finished 3 miles. Felt so tired after. came home. showered. So REFRESHING! headed out to UCR. almost ran out of gas. lunch at Hawaiian Indo BBQ. Saw Larry. came home. Tried to sleep.

bzzzzz. bzzzzzz. bzzzz. "hello?" "Jon?" "yeah what?" "Where are you?" "uhhhh I'm at home..why?" "Oh, never mind" "what?" "ok bye" "what the...you're so gay, ok bye" "bye" *click* most pontless phone call ever? I think so lol.

napped for a good two hours. woke up not feeling any better. sore everywhere.

Downloaded music.

Listening to the Rachmaninoff Piano Concertos. Good stuff.

Threshold after class tomorrow for at least two hours. Aiiggghht.

1. Haha why are you talking to me? you are not my type.. not asian, wide, short, thick, stupid, too much make up, too emotional, too much drama. lol randy..

2. Tomorrow? Yeah? hah maybe.

3. we gotta make them covers

4. you too! those guitar covers. and you still have my itrip. I need it!

5. you & you are quite possibly the most confusing people ever.

Peace.

much love.

Looking Up

To the sky without a care on my mind
As the world itself follows behind
My whim and desires
Feeding the growing fires
of my passion for life.
Living as I will with no strife

Hoping to turn back the time
To when I didn't have to wait in line
To be happy and free
And filled with joy and glee
To wake and walk this path
With no fear of pain nor wrath

Come be my guide
On this wild, unpredictable ride
Show me whats right and wrong
Give me the words and the songs
To open show my feelings and thought
To all those who have been caught

In this vicious cycle



Don't know where that came from. haha just flowed out. cute little poem. When I'm in the mood nobody gonna stop me. And that's how I feel right now. I hope that poem at least makes sense. Feel free to tell me what you think. I could use some constructive criticism.

Really making me think. I really don't know. I'm going to need soms time.

Went climbing today for the first time since with Michelle, Omar, and Greg. Felt not too good. So out of shape. Going to start running tomorrow. Get back into shape, get definition and get my legs and lungs back. I missed it.

Peace

much love

nice

Woke up late. Missed church. Headed over to Viv's house. met up with Nick, Heather, Ben, Danny, Alan and Jay and Katie, Louie and Candace. Went to crystal cove. haha it was fun. bonded with danny lol. We're definitely startin our own racing crew. It was fun at the beach. Talked with Vivien. played a prank on Heather lol. high five. Went to plush karaoke! whoooooo! first time going to a karaoke since last summer. omg I missed it so much.. haha I sound like a Korean pop star lol. I hear that too often now..its more like a joke. haha I'll practice so next time I'll sing you a song. you actually sing really good..should have been in pro musica. better than a lot of other altos...

Ate ramen..orr went to a place that served ramen. Alan and I put together our money to buy one bomb ass meal. all $4. haha had to borrow money. haha good times.

1. lol well I hope YOU had fun at Huntington. I think you did hah

2. Good hanging out with you..no matter what we do we always have a good time. thanks bro.

3. hah I miss you. I really do. I miss the old days. we've had so many good times together.

4. you should have came..sorry I didn't go to church..

5. haha you are so obvious..now I'm curious. omg..so frustrating. i can tell when you're referring to me.

PEACE

much love

Dang..

overslept for church..well heading out to the beach now :)

Justin: lol have fun!

"Hi!"
"Hey have you seen ______? I want to take pictures with her."

lol good D.

peace

COMPASSIO

Performed our song today. I thought it went ok. Except for that one part where we messed up. April is so talented! and buff and awesome. Tired. Studied a little for the SAT. Got all the questions right for three sections so far. just seven more. I'm gonna get 2400 this time. Nothing is gonna stop me. I need to read, read, read, and write and write. good thing that's all i've been doing this summer. I need to drop friends and everything else just for the next five or six months then I'll be good. God i wish i could just focus haha.

Justin we need to do our two guitar covers.

Matt wedding dress cover.

Haha i just said i needed to drop my friends and all other stuff but look at me lol. ahhhh its not as easy as I'd like it to be. My future for just six months..its a good deal no?

I'm gonna keep writing songs for fun. and poems and stuff..

Currently listening to Rocketbase by house-bee.. didn't even know I had that song. pretty sick. I think I might turn back to techno..just need to look for some good mixes. a lot of crappy songs out there..

need more alternative/pop/acoustic music..for when i just want to chill in my room with a book or something.

April and Tofu you guys are hilarious..you're all gay.

It'd be cool to be a music producer or a musician. its just too risky and not rewarding enough. But it would be so much fun.

College is on my mind all the time. This is where it all comes down to.

Happy Sabbath everyone.

Peace

much love

Right Quick

finally got together with April to make our song. It sounds pretty legit. Thank you Justin for driving me and "helping" us lol. uhh nice talk afterwards. dead tired. woke up at six this morning..bleh. same for tomorrow morning. Feel like listening to some screamo! and Muse. weird..lol aight

1. You're just too pretty!

2. I was so dumb back then. I'm sorry. Let's clear things up for good yeah? You're one of my closest friends. I hate how we're so on and off. lets go back to the way it used to be.

3. Seriously thanks. a lot. good luck with everything..

4. Fix yourself. Pick yourself up. Move on. you made the decision now live with it.

5. Some good times this year. it was fun. P.S. hah it means whatever you want it to..did you really think i meant for it to be something super deep? i like simple things. but for me it reminded me of promise the stars. and i was in a rush cuz i was late to PE.

Peaaaccee

night

much love.