Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Nick Deleon

My bro happy birthday. You've been such a huge part of my life. I can't put my gratefulness in words. Thank you for being my friend. And I wish that you had a fantastic day. I'll see if I can get out tomorrow or something.

I think I'm getting sick..stupid Mexican guy behind me in class.. this one Asian chick almost fell asleep on me in class. lol..

Drew pictures in discussion class today instead of reviewing for the final. Fantastic.

Tired. Going to sleep early. Good night!

peace

much love

Monday, July 19, 2010

Interesante

Today was pretty good. Got to class a little late. Kinda dozed off in lecture. So sleepy from staying up to write that essay. Came home. Ate lunch. Watched some TV. Took an amazing nap. Woke up ate dinner and headed out to threshold. Picked up Kirsten and Koby. It was pretty fun. Climbed pretty hard. Talked with Kirsten. Got closer with her. Pretty dope. Got closer with Koby too. lol awkward moment at the end.

freaking tired now.

Phone is going crazy. I can't unlock it sometimes and the keys are assigned to random letters. Can't text.

Peace

much love

Sunday, July 18, 2010

NOSTALGIA

Just read through some old blog posts again for fun. Brings back a lot of memories. Good ones mostly. Can't really remember the stuff I was complaining about lol. Must not have been that important, it only seemed like it at that time. Currently brain-dead. Can't think of anything to write for my essay on Locke, Marx, and Machiavelli. Almost done with Locke's part though.

haha realized that you two commented on my blog a LOT. lol. Like every other post. Didn't notice that before. Probably because I didn't really check back on a lot of my posts after I posted them.

Finishing up my laundry. Looks like it's going to be a long night.

AIM me: ineedslpnao

My dog is inside. He smells. Time to give him a bath tomorrow! Yeah! and I'm gonna go swimming afterwards.

I can't wait until this summer is over. I want school to start already.

Peace

much love

Saturday, July 17, 2010

II.

Feeling really really tired and sleepy. I have no idea why though. Can't fall asleep! I neex to finish these two books. I've been fighting it all day.

8:45 Heaven - Drunken Tiger. One of the best songs ever. Speaks to me.

Wish I could be going to Six Flags tomorrow. Sort of..hah. It would have been so much fun. Oh well. I have to write my essay. Hopefully it only takes a couple hours. But after that is finished I really have nothing left for summer school! Nice. This summer is going by pretty fast. 5 weeks of classes went extremely fast. Feels the older I get, faster time flows. I guess because compared to the amount of time I've spent doing something, working for something, waiting for something, a few weeks or a few months is nothing.

"your car smells like sex."

lol thanks. Time to get an air freshener

apparently everyone is leaving for vacation pretty soon.

bring me a mango. lol. Don't forget my bracelet :) You always get me stuff..I owe you so much.

Finally went to church today. For like five minutes. Got there super early. Had to go back home to find my wallet. Took like an hour to go home and back. Sat with Hannah and Candice. Saw Ivanna, again. haha we need to hang out. I think we would have fun. Went to lunch with the two beautiful Kwons. Candice treated us. Thanks! Miguel's Jr. is actually really good. And cheap too. $4 for a decent sized burrito. Freaking good deal. Talked. Just like the old days. Those were fun times. I just realized I would be the only guy most of the time. When Steven and Kevin weren't there. So innocent back then..haha how things have changed.

Change..reminds me of what you said once. People don't really change. They learn new things and act differently, but ultimately they're the same. Deep implications. deep deep convo. I really wish we talked more. Let's change that. You're so much fun to talk to.. but I actually buy what you said. It makes sense.

Really tired..just gonna rest my eyes for a bit.

My eyes are heavy with burden of seeing the incongruities of the world. My thoughts are heavy pondering on those. My heart is heavy feeling them.

haha that was corny

peace

much love

Bored

Really bored. Decided to just write random stuff on here. Have fun.

T.O.P. is really hot. No joke. I wish I looked like him. His sister is pretty too. Good genes.

I wish I had a video camera. Record all the random things that happen.

Haha I wish I was good looking. mmmm I needed more genes from my madre.

I really like my hair right now. Thinking about growing it out a little.
turn it fob.

goddamn my piercings looked sexy. I want them back.

need more clothes..and do the laundry.

you, you, you, or you? hmmmmm INTERESTing

Hannah Kwon god I missed you. where have you been.. take me with you to mammoth. Instead of Vivien.

Turn it up loud..la la la la..

You looked good. mmmmm..

Ice cream soon. fo sho..

haha you know that I don't really believe anything you say right? or take it seriously.

Why do you have be all awkward? dumbass

I want to see my PEOPLE! I miss my home.

teach me how to get girls man..they're all over you. Own up to it man. You're not being cocky.

why couldn't you be coming back.

we'll see what goes down.

I have to start my essay tomorrow. No joke. I'm kind of in trouble.

you are a pushover. I have complete control over you

people are so easy to manipulate

you are a poser. get something to back yourself up with

I'm sorry for you

MONDAY! I'm excite how bout you? we're gonna have fun.

Looks like we won't hang. I wasn't counting on it anyways. don't really care either.

get in line.

hopefully more freetime after this week! party everydays.

keep your promises. I stopped believing in your empty words years ago

haha I am so cocky. I don't show it too much hopefully. but what goes on in my head is a different story. I don't care. I like to think of myself as confident in my abilities to do anything. just gotta do the best I can each and every time

Wonder what kind of image I have. someone wanna tell me?

one I got: shady, BA, aloof.

hah I don't really agree. cept for the last one. SAT vocab word.

my cheeks are fat.

i wish my skin cleared up. fuck you dad lol.

im done

Friday, July 16, 2010

MAP THE SOUL

Good talk today with Justin. and Hannah Kwon.

Did nothing pretty much all day. Read my book for about an hour. Cooked lunch. Washed the dishes. Sat for about half an hour and then started prepping for dinner. Cooking takes so much time. Made my self Spicy Korean Style BBQ Pork..from scratch. Mmmm. I'll have to make it with chicken so that my brother will eat it.

Met up with Justin.

Ate.

Compassio.

Sat on the curb for like two hours lol. Had some deep talks. Geez why can't more people just be chill..

talked shit about people. Karma is coming! well not necessarily bad stuff but yeah whatevs.

I don't really care.

Not looking forward to school next year. at all. but whatevs..its just one more year.

I really miss a few people. Talked to one of them today. Its always fun talking to YOU. always chill.

Wish I talked to the other..ehhh not really. I'll have to ponder on this a little more. But I do miss that person.

I want you here. Hurry up. I'm curious. Aren't you?

I'm glad I didn't wear "that" shirt today. whooo would have been awkward. yup yup.

I just really wish you guys would just hook up already.
I feel bad for him. I really do.

Cut my own hair today. Scary. I think it looks pretty good.

Need to get contacts..getting tired of glasses. Need to change the pace.

Scared for what's to come. But I can't keep running from the future.
I'm turning around.
Taking responsibility.
and Making a
Commitment.
Almost there.
Just a few more months.

been listening to a lot of MC Sniper and Epik High. good stuff.

Peace

much love

Thursday, July 15, 2010

HOT & STICKY

Describes today's weather lol.

It rained for like 5 seconds.
dope dope..

Saw a whole mess of people today. Nick, Devan, Matt Loh, Shasta :), Kirsten :), Nate's girl, Justin, RJ, Mark Velasquez, Chandler, Greg, Ivanna :) haven't seen you since...hmm that ome night at Stater Bros. I think. I always seem to run into you. Maybe its a sign? hahahaha. Brian too. Linda :) we never hung out because you got EDC tickets that weekend..lame, Katrina, Shasta again, Michelle, Matt Loh again. Some girl that was with them.

Went to Hawaiian Indo BBQ twice.
"Oh, you're back again?"
"hahaha uhh yeah.."
ordered spam masubi. good stuff. drove to juice it up.

lol. Stupid Justin. You said Jamba Juice so I tried going to the wrong one twice. I didn't know you meant Juice It Up. Parked in front of Rubio's. too bad they couldn't hear us. oh well.

Ate my dinner. Gave a spam masubi to an old Asian guy thay works at Juice It Up. Good samaritan. He seemed hungry.

Got in trouble..nothing new..

Whatevs. It's all good. I hate it when people make a big deal out of nothing. Like my dad does with everything. When he started saying all this stuff about my speeding ticket and havong my lisence expired I'm going to jail he made me freak out.

Because you hate these and think they're retarded I'm going to do it. I wasn't planning on it. And I'm gonna include blanks lol. Well i'm gonna have to make these up right now

1. _____ ____ ___.

2. _____ __ ______ _ _____.

3. ¡___ ___ __ _______!

4. ¿__ _______ I _______?

5. ¿_________ __ _____ _____?

lol feel special. I don't even know what those mean. aight.

Peace

much love