And here I come back again

Pretty good day overall. Summer school is going by too slow. Came home. Cooked lunch and practiced violin for two hours. Went to meet Jason Ueyama. Played a couple pices for him. He said he liked me and wouldn't mind working with me as long as I was ok. Thank God for meeting him. He reminds me of my other old teacher. Nona. hmmm I wonder how she's doing.

She taught me so much. Not only violin but how to think but how to learn. I missed takig lessons from her but today meeting Jason has made me excited about playing again.

Uhhh went home..and the usual. Korean dramas haha. Started a new one called 찬란한 유산 (Shining Inheritance). It's pretty good! I guess it lives up to all the stuff I've been hearing about it. ugh I need to find a life. and some friends lol. ehh but actually I don't really mind this. Its a nice break from all the people.

Hah the only thing I am looking forward to is watching Speed Racer and Mulan 2 with Nicole when she gets here. I don't even know why I'm looking forwaed to it so much.

Apparently government trip people came back today. yay. well hope all of you had a good trip.

hmmm..what else..I think I'm gonna stop using facebook. it just wastes my time.

I need to watch Toy Story 3! everyone already saw it though..anyone wanna watch with me?
Excited for Harry Potter 7
Scared for midterm tomorrow

I kind of miss talking to people haha fuck AIM and texting pointless and meaningless..unless i don't talk to them very often then it could be meaningful I guess and I might remember what we talked about lol. I just AIM to kill time mostly hah Justin knows. I say the stupidest things. I don't believe its an efrective way to communicate or talk to people. But it has its uses. and handy at times.

mmmmm I think my dad took it harder than I did..my house is like flying away on a bunch of awkwaed balloons. lol

speaking of balloons and earrings I want my UP bluray. please. And you were mad? haha idk but I find that funny. ehhh get some rest.

I think that's all for now. Gonna go watch more k-dramas!

Peace

much love

ADVENTURE

If any day deserves a blog, it is today. hahahah it was fun. Finshed class went to hot chicks then went home. The usual watched Korean dramas. 4:00 PM. Actually it was like 3:54 P.M. Justin Massey called! haha and off we went. Dropped off his sisters at his cousin's house. Proceeded to Tyler mall. Bought a t shirt. annnnnnddd earrings. lol. uhhh went to target bought some wipes and saline solution. Went in front of gamestop.. and pierced my ears. hahaha. it actually looked pretty good I have to say. I liked it. I was so scared to go home. Went to Boba uhhh met a familiar? face. and Sebastian. then went home.. ohhh man. Haha I won't describe what happened. but it was pretty fun. It was a fun day. I will never forget this day. Lesson learned: patience is a virtue. I should have waited until college. haha ok bye people.

Peace

much love

ah

Before I go study..quick one. I think I'm addicted to this. I really don't have anything to update on but I just keep writing on here. Well another fantastic day of summer school. Almost fell asleep in the lecture. Came home made lunch. Finished Coffee Prince for like the fifth time. Went swimming! haha it felt good. I don't know I'm in an unusually good mood today. Tried to get rid of my flip flop and farmer's tan. Made a little progress. P90X ab ripper. Went back inside. Made some dinner. Then started practicing my violin. I missed playing it. I really wished I had spent more time practicing. Audition on Wednesday. Skipped my lesson. Studied. Went down to Starbucks only to find out that they were closed. Why does everything close so freaking early? There is no night life here.. uhhh came home. Got the munchies and decided to fix my self some ramen. Washed the dishes then now I'm studying again..

I wish people didn't have such high expectations of me in my family.

God I pray that you bring some interesting and fun people to school next year to interact with. Amen. Oh and maybe some more Koreans haha. Thanks :)

Aight peace

Hello

I really don't have anything to blog about but I don't know why I keep turning back here. Well I guess its because I have nothing better to do. Stayed home all day today. Didn't even step outside once. Haha read books, watched coffee prince, played violin, cooked and listened to music. I don't think summer has been this boring. Well I guess after last summer everything is kind of boring haha. I wanna go home. Talk in Korean. See my family. Have people that actually care about me. ughh I just can't get along with my dad or brother. anyways. Summer school tomorrow again. I'm starting to hate it haha. Its going to be a long five weeks. But I need to enjoy this break. It is what I wanted anyways. Just a little break away from people. And I don't really mind it. Just a little lonely sometimes but I have my dramas haha.

1. I don't get you at all..

2. I don't know. I really don't.

3. I hope everything works out for you.

4. I miss you.

5. Hurry up.

Peace.

Coffee Prince

It's probably my favorite drama ever. Even though it's not very plausible, what I like is the actors. You can really feel the different character relationships and personalities. It also makes me want to be in Korea. Also makes me think about some things.

recently I can't believe myself.

Well finished my bike today! Finally.

not really in the mood right now. Kinda angry, maybe a little sad, and disappointed in myself. but mostly angry. oh well. I'll just sleep it off.

Ahhh I need to start practicing my violin! Nervous for my audition. God help me.

Also need to read about 100 pages by Monday. Hopefully I have a lot of time tomorrow after i come back from LA.

Hah i really can't believe myself.

aight peace.

Again & Again

2PM..my brother pointed out that all their main songs follow a story. 10 점 만점에 10 점 (10 out of 10) they want the girl so much. Again and Again. They want to get away from her, problems, being cheated on, being hurt. 네가밉다 (I hate you) they hate her. They feel used and that their love wasn't returned. Heartbeat they try to move past. But they always seem to think back to her. Without U saying how now that they'll be ok without her. And that they've come to an understanding and to just accept what happened. Pretty interesting.

No wonder I liked 2PM so much. I'm gonna be ok. Without you..without you. 네가밉다, 죽을많큼 네가밉다, 싫타. 이재도 아무리 노력해봐도, 새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도, 계속다시, 또왜 다시 네 생각만하는지..again and again and again. 너애게 자꼬 돌아가, 왜 그런지몰라. 젠장, 나 왜이러니? 왜 이여자 옆에 누워잇니? 도대체 몃번째 이짔을 해봐야 내가 정신을 차릴련지. 누가 좀 날 묶어줘 어서 제발. She's a bad girl I know. But here I go again oh no! random lyrics from their songs..i hope i spelled the korean ones right.

KOREA plays Uruguay tomorrow! Good luck..it's going to be tough I think. 대한민국! 화이팅! 고고고!

Interesting talks today. very interesting.

thank you Greg. and my stupid phone why does it have to be so loud? ehh..hahaha sorry if I seemed mad at you. I wasn't..I guess I'll explain later. Don't forget UP!

Linda you lucky kid...I want to go to EDC.

sigh...I hope we don't have to do this..You can have fun on your own right? well I guess I kind of want to see you too. But i haven't for years. hopefully it won't be awkward.

Some thoughts running through my head. I don't want false hopes. I'm sorry. I just need some time to sort things out. I was doing so good..

Peace

Much love..

Kiss

I just wanna kiss, I never wanna miss. lol freaking random song. but I heart DARA. she's just too cute. "내가 누나를 가질쑤있다면, 사장이 뭐고..." ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아ㅏㅏㅏㅏ 대성아. 너하고 재석이가 없으니까 패밀리가 죽었내.



looking for some new music. Turning to techno once again. something fresh. Go check out "Young the Giant" (The Jakes)! They're a pretty sick band. not techno to clarify.

ehhh never mind. eff techno. I can't find any good stuff. searching..searching. I hope I find something dope.

Ooooh..Dizzy Balloons hahahaha. they're ok I guess. Pretty cheery though.



the matches. nice nice..interesting. well I'll have to update all this later.

PEACE

To my dedicated readers:

Chandler, Matt, and I think Michelle. Thank you guys for reading my blog. i don't know what i would do if no one read my blog. just knowing that you guys read my blog gives me the energy to go on day after day no matter the hardships and difficulties that may arise. i want to thank you guys for taking your times to read this humble man's blog. i know i'm not very interesting but if i could bring just one smile or make one of you guys laugh or entertain you for just one moment, it would make me that much happier. i hope you guys enjoyed reading my blog and about my life. me complaining about my family and various problems and random stuff that happens in this adventure we call life. i hope to bring you guys more future entertainment and maybe some insight into life and a better understanding of humans and how to accept different opinions and views. i know my thoughts are very contrasting and contradictory to what many of you may think or have been taught, but that is what makes me an individual. i hope that i can continue to bring you guys that few minutes of relief from boredom. from that hell which we all suffer. thank you again for your times and i will try my best to show the best of me and to continue to entertain you. thank you.

hahaha...i have no idea why i wrote that or where that came from but sounds pretty legit no? hah just a little maybe? ehhh..bur seriously though i hope you guys are enjoying my blogposts even though sometimes they're kinda depressing. but its interesting no? haha maybe i'm being too egotistical.

1. ohhhhh good times man good times :)

2. finally bitch. high five me

3. awww man why do i do these things? i'm only gonna regret it later. well i'll see you later then

4. i want my itrip back!

5. i hope you feel better and all is well.

peace.

much love.

traffic

Sooooooo drove down to Irvine today to pick up my wheels. They look pretty dope. Got into a huge argument with my dad.. he pisses me off so much sometimes. and he's so bipolar. he's lucky it was "father's day". otherwise I would have totally gone off on him and wouldn't have come home today. Note to self: avoid the 91 whenever possible, especially on holidays and long weekends. sooo packed. I swear I spent like two hours total on that freeway today. I just hope it's not that bad in the mornings..

Irvine is a really nice city. I'm considering UCI. haha made a new friend today. Piam. He's pretty cool. UCSD alumni. we got along pretty well. He's in a band which is pretty cool. they just got recording and touring and stuff. sick. he sold me his wheels and he rides fixie too so hopefully i'll get to ride with him one day. Ohhh and met a really pretty girl haha nikki i think it was. i <3 irvine :) mmmmm will be making my way down there more often now hahaha. surprising how I get along with some randie better than some people I know. pretty sad. hahah it felt like we've known each other forever it's kinda weird actually. But it's chill.

Treated my dad to dinner at a korean bbq place. I was actually gonna buy him something at Irvine Spectrum after I bought my wheels but he pissed me off so maybe next year.

Productive dayy. pretty dope. Summer school starts tomorrow.

haha didn't get to post this yesterday soooo I'll just continue with today's blog!

Summer school day one. Pretty sweet. I actually like it. Lectures are very interesting. The questions I've had all my life are about to be given some kind of explanations to. Not answers but just some background information and some explanation. This guy makes history pretty fun.

Came home and did NOTHING haha. no homework in the class. Except for reading like 300 pages a week. Midterm next week. I just need to study. mmm..but the only thing I can think about right now is my bike haha.

Lied to my violin teacher to get out of my lesson. I feel terrible. But. I'm switching teachers anyways. I'm sorry Ms. Bell.

Well I guess I should start reading a little bit. Kind of excited to read "Prince" by Makeiaiklalkvalli or however you spell his name. But you guys know who I'm talking about..and the "Communist Manifesto" haha that'll be interesting.

Oh and I hope all you Government people have a fun and safe trip in NY, and DC and wherever else you guys are going.

Peacce.

Much love.

REUNION

Woke up at 11:30 ish.. went straight to threshold haha. had a team flux reunion. oh how we've changed. did P90X ab ripper x workout. intense stuff. climbed for a couple hours. then went to ontario mills to pick up my pedals. went to boba. then came home to find that my chain had already arrived! what a pleasant surprise. overall good day.. productive day. haha makes me feel alive. well sort of.

going out to irvine tomorrow. anyone want to come with? hah probably not. it's father's day. buy my wheelset and come home as fast as i can.

1. douche. haha. no pictures.

2. aww poor baby.

3. youuu shady kid..

4. i'm so glad that i'm your friend.

5. i didn't realize that we had so much in common! how interesting.

peeeaaaaccceee

NOOOOOOOO

my car wasn't ready today. so disappointing and frustrating. another boring day at home. BUT. i actually saw people today. haha. felt good to talk to people face to face rather than text, AIM, phone calls, fb or whatever i didn't mention. it made me feel human again. i don't really belive in conversations through those methods. i mean yes there are some that really carry some meaning and that you'll treasure because they were funny or it was with someone special or you hadn't talked to them or whatever. but most of the time its probably junk. but i've fallen to them and they have become my vices. i'm trying to step away from text messaging. and cutting down fb. if you've noticed due to my lack of status updates which i used to update quite frequently..i think i'm improving haha. but theres something about actually seeing a person in front of you when you talk to them. and to see their response. its interesting.

nicky d my bro. i believe in you. and i'm behind you all the way and will be there when you need help to the best of my abilities. change the world.

hahah oh man i hope i dont get myself into something messy.

aight peace everybodies.

much love.

IRVINE SPECTRUM

going tomorrow! to pick up my wheelset. nice. fell asleep last night at 3:00 am and woke up at 4:30 to watch Korea vs. Argentina. we loat pretty bad but i didnt expect us to win. argentina played really well. 4-1. im still not that sleepy though. hmmm whatever. well just stayed home all day again. and today was like THE LONGEST day ever..oh man hah it felt like two days. summer is so boringg. blah blah blah..i just need my car again so i can actually go somewhere. hah not that anyone would chill with me but at least i could go to threshold and work out and climb. lakers won blah blah blah fuck basketball. hah i didnt know there were so many laker fans.. i stopped watching basketball like in sixth grade or seventh grade. summer school starting on monday. i just hope there isn't too much reading.

mmmmmk..good night.

peace

INSOMNIA

cant fall asleep. im so excited to finish my fixie bike. the whole culture seems so appealing. the whole anti society i dont care attitude of the people who ride fixies calls to me. i think ive found my escape. my relief from the society which i cannot stand. my carefree attitude is telling me that this is it. everyone should make one. and we can make a cult or something. start like the next beat movement or something haha. i have no idea what im saying right now. its freaking late. but i am excited for my fixie bike! its gonna be so sick.

June 14, 2010

Took my car to the shop this morning to get it fixed up. They told me it would take just a few days. So hopefully this Friday. Didnt do much. Cant even go for a drive now. Whatever. Starting summer school next week. Cant wait. Change of pace. Gonna be in Riverside a lot sooooo extra excuse to go climbing! hah. im gonna be at Threshold everyday. Hopefully there are some chill people in my class. and maybe some cute asian girls. hah..not that i would have a chance with any of them. but if those two asian girls that i saw with greg are in my class haha my goal is to get their numbers and go on a date with them screw getting an A! hah too bad im ugly and gdlm. hint hint..go buy a shirt. not even sure if those two are still making shirts. Well im pretty excited for summer school. anthropology was only like 5 hours of homework over two days so since this everyday it should be like 2 hours a day. not even bad. pretty easy. they better not have me write another 20 page paper.

I need some new music. And my itrip. im getting sick of listening to the three CDs that i have in my car. Especially the SHINee one..haha I've had that in there for the whole year. And the Epik High CD i skip almost all the songs because i've heard it all before. And the other one..its too girly haha. good thing im gay and like men.

need to start working on my song with April..we have to have it done in like three weeks? or is it four weeks? Well I guess I'll start thinking of lyrics. but not really feeling anythig at the mo. And I dont want to cockblock haha. need to practice guitar more!

i think im gonna take victor out for ice cream one day. I feel bad for him. but he's a freshmen. its supposed to be like this. know your place dawgg.

listening to some kings of leon right now. freaking bomb. hah now saosin. oh stupid emo music. skip. it has a nice acoustic part though. mmmmmm MUSE. high five me.

just writing down whatever comes to mind right now. I need to practice my writing for college. maybe i'll write an essay on here one day. haha. i thought i got rid of all my techno but its still on my ipod somehow..hmm i remember deleting them off my computer and my itunes library though.

i'll close it off:

1. good job. i hope you're happy. she's probably a good match for you though. I'm happy for you

2. i hope i dont have to see or hear from you for the rest of the summer. but probably not hah.

3. i'm sorry for neglecting you. i promise i'll be better next year

4. i have it under control please just trust in me. i know what i want.

5. and im not depressed anymore. haha. if i sound depressed its because i have a lot on my mind right now. so yeah. go do whatever.

6. you im so not sure at all. i just hope you're happy haha

aight peace everybodies.

much love.

joon.

lolololololololol

Had THE wierdest dream ever. Bits and pieces of it: pool party at Katie's house. I was walking down her steps when I fell into the pool. It had some weird current thing so it made a whirpool. Everytime I surfaced I would get dragged under again. People were screaming at me. Weirdest part it was all in Korean. Ummm then for some reason I was at nicks house. Planning another banquet. Then Michelle came out of nowhere and wanted to go to barnes and noble. We left. Nick disappeared. Michelle turned into lexi. Then into Shasta. Then to someone I didn't recognize. Then once we went inside she turned back into Michelle. Haha. Um at a lakeside house in Korea. Can't remember much. Haha and some other stuff. Weird ass dream. Had me tripping. Well off to threshold for a few hours then to buy my bike parts!

Oh and thank you. You know who you are.

Never been..

..so depressed. Locked myself up all week. Watched Korean dramas all day. Barely talked to anyone. Well aim but that doesn't really count. I have no idea why. Just been really depressed since last Thursday/last day of school. Hmmm whatever. It'll pass. I just want to be alone right now. Didn't even want to stay out today..just felt like going home and sleeping in my room.

Karate Kid was pretty tight lol. It was pretty fun! But super cheesy. Not worth going to the theaters for but it'll keep you entertained for a couple hours. Jaden is pretty badass.

Rubios after. Haha..

Dropped off Kyle at krikorian, max at in n out and Greg at his house.

Bleh..I've never felt like this before. I don't know what's wrong with me. Just pissed off and depressed. Soooooo alone. But for now I prefer it like that.

1. Hah have fun.

2. Haha..what a coincidence.

3. Cut my hair plox?

4. My bad for wasting your time today dawg. I really wasn't in the mood at all.

5. Lies lies lies..no trust..please just leave me alone.

니가 잆은 왜딩드레스.. Haha. Baaaabbyyy 재발 그에 손을잡지마, cause you should be my laaddyyy. Ohhh man. Fucking tae yang. Good song btw.

Oh Korea beat Greece! WHOOOOOO! Korea ftw. K-PRIDE. haha don't think they'll make it far this year but it's ok. I'll still be proud of them.

Grad nite

Was with a group of people. Split up to just me and two other peeps. We all got split up after finding some chicas. I left. Later. Sepnt half the night by myself. Dancing with randies. Got tired. Decided to take a break. Fell asleep on a bench for two hours. Woke up ate pizza. Met up with Justin. Talked about some stuff. Came home. Knocked out. Woke up just half an hour ago. I guess it was aight..if I had paid the $80 I think I would have been mad but since it was free it's whatever. Saw no cute chicks. Too many hoes. But then again I didnt really go to look for girls. I don't even know why I went. Didn't even feel like partying all too much. Haha but I got so tired after like three hours. Next year I'm bringing a whole bunch of energy stuff. I passed out on a bench lol. Never felt so alone. But my knees are killing me though. I'll have to think about going next year especially since it's $80 and not free. ohhh summer..I can't believe I'm saying this but please go faster. And I can't wait to build my fixie bike in a few days. Gonna be siiiiccckkkk. I'm just gonna bike everywhere with Greg. Well until he leaves for government. I'm so stoked for senior year. Im gonna make it the best year despite of all the extra classes and the stress of finding a college. It's gonna be good. I know it.

Haha saw Steven Pettigrew. lol. I miss that guy. We're supposed to chill this week sometime.

1. Thanks for being a good friend and everything. Even though we only got close towards the end of the year it feels like we've known each other for a lot longer. I'm gonna miss you and thanks for everything.

2. Lucky you.

3. Good job. Finally decided on something. I'm happy for you. Now do something about it.

4. It was good talking to you on the bus. We'll see about the beach

5. Dang dude you got swaaaggggg

6. Dang dude you're alll taaaalllllkkk

7. To all those that were rolling last night: mmmmm it's not worth it. Seriously it's not. And Its too expensive. And it's really unhealthy. Just looking out for all of you. Just know the consequences and what kind you're getting yourselves into especially all you Glendale peeps.

Drama

I need a new drama to watch. I'm gonna be stuck at home all this week and next so yip. Almost done with IRIS. Just a few more episodes left. Car is going to the shop next Monday. Summer is kind of boring when you can't do anything. Just stuck at home. Got in trouble for coming home so late on Sunday/Monday morning. I wish there was something to do here at night. In Korea it's the night when you go out and have fun. There's places to eat, movie theaters, game rooms, karaoke, bars, stores, clubs, all pretty easy access. Well I guess you have to wait until you're legal but I am whatever. Hah just have to avoid the shady areas..to not get into unwanted confrontations. I just really wish I went to Korea this summer. And if I'm not out doing anything, I have my cousins to talk to. Or tv. Or my aunts. I just wish my personality wasn't so different from my brother and my dad. Hah only if she were here. My dad told me I was gonna go but then at the last minute he says I can't. But my brother might still go. Gee thanks. But it's ok. Next summer fo sho. Or so he says.

IRIS is getting pretty intense! haha can't wait to finish it. Even though I already saw the last two episodes. At least now I'll understand them a bit more. Maybe I'll just rewatch coffee prince :) I love that drama. Hah I'm such a girl.

Dear Jesus, keep everyone safe tomorrow night. Help people not to roll or blaze too hard. Keep people from getting pregnant or getting STD's. And help everyone to have a good time and enjoy themselves no matter what they are doing. Just keep them all safe lord. And give me energy! In your name I pray amen!

1. You're gonna get it so hard. Oh I can't wait until handshake. All year long. You're gonna regret looking like you want someone to punch you. Oh wait... Haha bitch. Prepare yourself.

2. I hope you get what you deserve missy

3. I am so done. Better things to spend my time on

4. My badd

5. Stop calling me please?

Why do I do these things? Only a few things I really regret in my life. One of them keeps on haunting me. Ill never be able to escape. But I just won't look back at it.

Peace

Interesting

Finals week is over! School is out! But still pretty busy for this weekend. Orchestra, SAT, Grad. But once this weekend is over I'll be free! well almost. hah..study more! yay! whatever. it's only for 3 months. Then I'll be done studying for the rest of the year :)

Hahah..I don't know whether to trust you or not. But we'll see tomorrow afternoon.

Congratulations to my brother on graduating the 8th grade!

and to all the SENIORS :)

Got into an accident today..meh...car's kinda messed up hah but i'm ok so I guess everything is ok?

Beliefs Paper

hmmmm so I've been sitting here staring at my computer screen for almost an hour trying to think of stuff to write for the beliefs paper and I'm completely blank. Looking up stuff for street fighter iv and bike parts. la la la..orchestra is getting in the way of so many things.. my brother's graduation, class party, studying, graduation on sunday. Oh well..obligations.

Well gonna go shower. I always seem to have epiphanies in the shower for some reason. Maybe it's because its relaxing. hah whatevers.

Oh quick update:

Finals Day 1

2: Honors Pre-Cal. Stood outside the attendance window for an hour. Came back with about 45-50 minutes left in the testing period. Rushed through the test. Got an 80%. Not too bad. Better then I had expected.

3: History. didn't do anything..debates were really boring. the only good group was Jordi's.

Lunch: blah blah blah random

4: Spanish. write 5 paragraphs with 5 sentences with 25 different connectors and 25 different verbs. Use at least one direct and indirect object. Use all three tenses we learned. sweet. I also heard that she made the test up during class. hmmm...well..
didn't do too well. Couldn't remember any of those connectores.

Threshold for a couple hours. Went to this bike shop to pick up something with greg but the guy lied and brought a different part then he had advertised.

Went to hot chicks after and saw some very hot asian chicks from UCR lol. mmmm. too bad I'm GAY :)

aight peace.