Sunday, February 28, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Omg
I need a timeout. So many things happening at once.
Banquet and that whole mess.
School obviously. Math project especially. Pro Musica payments. Too many detentions.
Planning ice skating
announcement
orchestra violin lessons
talent show
guitar
rock climbing
friends
bone marrow drives
6 or 7 summer program applications
take care of my brother and the house
cook
drill
my job
study for SAT/SAT II
I have to do all that in one day everyday almost every single day. I'm tired. And there's more I'm not gonna bother to list because they are too personal. Ugh I need clones of myself. I miss freshmen year. No actually I miss jr high. Those two years were the best. Especially after Nick came back from japan at the end of seventh grade. So many good memories. I'm being so retrospective..regretting my life. Want to start over. But that's foolish. I just need to move on look forward and keep walking this path. If I look back I'll be passed up by others. I've just realized that my brother and I are polar opposites. No wonder we don't get along. Same with my dad but I knew that for a while. I hate my house. How can I live with two people so different from me, that don't really like my personality. Why would I want to be home? Why would I want a family? Why does all that matter? What are these ties that bind me and hold me back. What is this concept of family that I just can't grasp?
1. You changed so much this year. You're totally different. What happened? I miss you.
2. You're so annoying but not. So weird man lol
3. Ice cream!! :) next time
4. Who are you? Talk shit about me or my friends again and I will fucking kill you or at least break your legs and leave you in a body bag. Learn respect. That's a concept they don't teach here in America.
5. Omg you annoy the crap out of me. The way you look, dress, talk, walk, your voice everything. If I catch you forreal one more time...
It's all a lie. Don't believe them. Think on your own. Make your own world. Shape it the way you want. Take control. The only tool you need is your mind. Don't conform to society. Rebel. Society is corrupt. Christianity is a joke now. Take it seriously. It's not about going to church or paying tithe or listening to a sermon or preaching. It's about sharing the love of Jesus to those who don't know or care. Jesus came to heal the sick. We should continue his mission. So stop being FUCKING HYPOCRITES AND DO SOMETHING. I fucking hate the Adventist church. Filled with hypocrites. I have atheist friends who are more loving, caring, and accepting. And the people of the church call themselves Christians. How does that make us all look? In no way am I saying I'm perfect. I'm not referring to a single person but a group as a whole. And Christian people please study and learnthe theory of evolution before bashing on it and how improbable it is. What most Christians teach as evolution is not Darwinian. It's some crap they made up derived from Darwinian theory. Evolution is legit and very probable. But I believe in creation. I think that the origin of life is a combination of the two. An extreme is rarely the answer in situtuations like this. God damn. So much stuff in my mind right now I just need a place to put it.
Peace everyone.
Banquet and that whole mess.
School obviously. Math project especially. Pro Musica payments. Too many detentions.
Planning ice skating
announcement
orchestra violin lessons
talent show
guitar
rock climbing
friends
bone marrow drives
6 or 7 summer program applications
take care of my brother and the house
cook
drill
my job
study for SAT/SAT II
I have to do all that in one day everyday almost every single day. I'm tired. And there's more I'm not gonna bother to list because they are too personal. Ugh I need clones of myself. I miss freshmen year. No actually I miss jr high. Those two years were the best. Especially after Nick came back from japan at the end of seventh grade. So many good memories. I'm being so retrospective..regretting my life. Want to start over. But that's foolish. I just need to move on look forward and keep walking this path. If I look back I'll be passed up by others. I've just realized that my brother and I are polar opposites. No wonder we don't get along. Same with my dad but I knew that for a while. I hate my house. How can I live with two people so different from me, that don't really like my personality. Why would I want to be home? Why would I want a family? Why does all that matter? What are these ties that bind me and hold me back. What is this concept of family that I just can't grasp?
1. You changed so much this year. You're totally different. What happened? I miss you.
2. You're so annoying but not. So weird man lol
3. Ice cream!! :) next time
4. Who are you? Talk shit about me or my friends again and I will fucking kill you or at least break your legs and leave you in a body bag. Learn respect. That's a concept they don't teach here in America.
5. Omg you annoy the crap out of me. The way you look, dress, talk, walk, your voice everything. If I catch you forreal one more time...
It's all a lie. Don't believe them. Think on your own. Make your own world. Shape it the way you want. Take control. The only tool you need is your mind. Don't conform to society. Rebel. Society is corrupt. Christianity is a joke now. Take it seriously. It's not about going to church or paying tithe or listening to a sermon or preaching. It's about sharing the love of Jesus to those who don't know or care. Jesus came to heal the sick. We should continue his mission. So stop being FUCKING HYPOCRITES AND DO SOMETHING. I fucking hate the Adventist church. Filled with hypocrites. I have atheist friends who are more loving, caring, and accepting. And the people of the church call themselves Christians. How does that make us all look? In no way am I saying I'm perfect. I'm not referring to a single person but a group as a whole. And Christian people please study and learnthe theory of evolution before bashing on it and how improbable it is. What most Christians teach as evolution is not Darwinian. It's some crap they made up derived from Darwinian theory. Evolution is legit and very probable. But I believe in creation. I think that the origin of life is a combination of the two. An extreme is rarely the answer in situtuations like this. God damn. So much stuff in my mind right now I just need a place to put it.
Peace everyone.
Friday, February 19, 2010
eh
Week is finally over. Today was pretty good. We need a really long practice on Sunday. Uhh I need to go climbing more...bye bye.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Wtf?
Uhhh dude I have no clue what's going on..just make sure my money gets to Larry. You're so weird I don't get you at all.
Stupid guy from rcs. So annoying. Wanted to punch his face
Got a guitar finally!
Hula is freaking hard.
I want the weekend already lol. I just want some sleep...
Actually did my math hw. Sorta. Left two problems blank but hey that's better than nothing.
I'm proud of my chem score.
You're so annoying
Peace.
Stupid guy from rcs. So annoying. Wanted to punch his face
Got a guitar finally!
Hula is freaking hard.
I want the weekend already lol. I just want some sleep...
Actually did my math hw. Sorta. Left two problems blank but hey that's better than nothing.
I'm proud of my chem score.
You're so annoying
Peace.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Valentines Day
Friday was gay. Enough said.
Saturday: pretty awesome. Drove to san Diego for viv's birthday. Had a fun time. Some awkward moments but Omar saved all of us. Extraordinary deserts was uhh extraordinary for lack of better words. Drove back from San Diego to Loma Linda in 1hr 15min. Yeah that's right. Average speed: 105mph. It was a fun day and I don't know how to quite describe it.
And Alexa I'm sorry I couldn't go over. But I'm sure you had a great time too. Next time for sure. I hope you understand.
Today: woke up, played CoD. Went to LA. SUPER SHORT HAIRCUT. got it permed. To try and make my hair completely flat. Didn't really work. She said I would have to come back and do it more times. Ate some really bomb curry chicken katsu. Really strong curry. Bitter but it was really good.
Weekend was pretty good. Time to go back to school tomorrow..oh wait NO SCHOOL :) lol. Hopefully I get my guitar tomorrow.
Oh and happy birthday vivien.
1. You're gay. Seriously. Dude I don't know but I just can't deal with you anymore. Its annoying. Just stop ok?
2. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. But you're not off the team though! You're one the founders how can we kick you off? But still I'm sorry if you were hurt. I'm getting my guitar soon.
3. omg idk what to do with you. I thoght I was done with all this. But now it's just all coming back. Jakxldkssjdhfjsa
Saturday: pretty awesome. Drove to san Diego for viv's birthday. Had a fun time. Some awkward moments but Omar saved all of us. Extraordinary deserts was uhh extraordinary for lack of better words. Drove back from San Diego to Loma Linda in 1hr 15min. Yeah that's right. Average speed: 105mph. It was a fun day and I don't know how to quite describe it.
And Alexa I'm sorry I couldn't go over. But I'm sure you had a great time too. Next time for sure. I hope you understand.
Today: woke up, played CoD. Went to LA. SUPER SHORT HAIRCUT. got it permed. To try and make my hair completely flat. Didn't really work. She said I would have to come back and do it more times. Ate some really bomb curry chicken katsu. Really strong curry. Bitter but it was really good.
Weekend was pretty good. Time to go back to school tomorrow..oh wait NO SCHOOL :) lol. Hopefully I get my guitar tomorrow.
Oh and happy birthday vivien.
1. You're gay. Seriously. Dude I don't know but I just can't deal with you anymore. Its annoying. Just stop ok?
2. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. But you're not off the team though! You're one the founders how can we kick you off? But still I'm sorry if you were hurt. I'm getting my guitar soon.
3. omg idk what to do with you. I thoght I was done with all this. But now it's just all coming back. Jakxldkssjdhfjsa
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Hmmm
How bothersome..I just hope it doesn't turn into a problem or a big mess. Week of Prayer sucked balls. This week was pretty good. Too much stuff to update on. But if it wasn't for Nick deleon I dontthink I could have survivied this week. Gah I'm just getting sick of people. I just need some time by myself. Some books, my violin, some good music..that's all I want right now....havent been this sad for a while now..about two months. Ij ust can't get rid of this depression. Maybe I just need some sleep. Aight peace..
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Oh man
Palm Springs concert was the most retarded thing ever. First period P.E. is a joke...there's this one guy that just continually annoys the crap out of me and won't shut up or stop laughing and his voice is annoying as hell. I thought my voice was annoying. I love math class. Ms. Philips you are the best. Better give me full credit on that review. Just because I did it in class in 15 minutes and got it all right.. "Just because you're good doesn't mean you can do whatever you want." true so true. Thank you for telling me that. Chem was actually kind of fun. Chapel I was completely and totally lost and confused. Praise was good though. Too bad they got stuck with boring songs. Pro musica...hmmmm. I hate Spanish II. Beliefs was retarded. Lit was interesting. I enjoyed it. Stone told me that my questions were cheap for one poem and shouldn't count but I was the very thing that mrs Dietrich was wondering and we discussed it for almost half the class. HAH my question is legit.
1. Man I'm sorry but you're fucking screwed. That's it.
2. I'm getting the guitar for reals this time! I promise!
3. You're a cutie. :) cuz you da bik deauhl.
4. I don't want to...
5. Really?
1. Man I'm sorry but you're fucking screwed. That's it.
2. I'm getting the guitar for reals this time! I promise!
3. You're a cutie. :) cuz you da bik deauhl.
4. I don't want to...
5. Really?
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