Year so far

School so far has been ok I guess. It's good seeing familiar faces again. The weather is hot as always. Finally started driving yesterday. Classes are boring. Junior year has been easy so far. I think the hardest class is Spanish II, no joke. Maybe it's just the beginning of the year but I have more free time now than I did last year.. Well I guess more time to study...lame. I can't trust you anymore. I'm glad we're talking again. I wish we would talk more. We need to hang out sometime. Thank you. Sorry. Tuesday lunch is way too awkward. You're awesome.

Now I'm gonna try to go to church every week. I thought I had put my past behind me but now that I'm confronted with these choices again I'm not so sure. I don't think I trust myself. If I can't trust myself, can others trust me or am I so unstable that no one else can trust me? I don't even know who I am anymore. So for these reasons, I've decided to go to church instead of falling in the same hole. Hopefully I get some answers. If not, maybe this decision is the answer. Only time will tell.

Can't wait for beach vespers! :)