Talking to the Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy
They don't understand
I want you back

Talking to the moon
Trying to get to you.

Bruno Mars



Man I feel like a douche.
I'm sorry..
For some reason, that's all I ever say to you..
Sorry.



Don't want to think about it right now.

Peace.

no no no

I shouldn't even think of doing it but. More fun yes? haha.

I love myself too much to die.

Climbing club is an excuse to show off. Yes I'll admit it. Along with why I am so adamant that I attend "Ladies night" at Threshold. And bring friends for free day.

I'm just too proud of myself. Is it good? or bad..

I like to think of it as confidence.

But I can be humble too.


I need to find a girlfriend.. seriously. Then I'll have things to do besides climb.

Can't wait until second semester starts. I really can't.


I hope this break goes really really really slow.

Peace.

Oh lord

man.. I'm not gonna say much about yesterday..

But definitely most fun I've had in a while.

Christmas shopping today.

Peace.

yeaahh

The more I talk to you, the more I want you back.
And I just lose track.
Of time I spend thinking, of the things we'd do
If we had been together
No matter what the weather,
I want you in my life again,
Girl, cuz, all I be sayin,
Is I miss you.

I feel dumb thinking of this shit,
I keep saying to me this can't be it.
Turn back the clock
Subtract my rocks
Give me my life back
Give me a clean track
Take away two years
Wish the sky'd turn clear.

Yup just popped in my head..

Dope day overall.

New shoes!!! :) Dragons ftw. Soooo dope. I'm just gonna be raving about them for like the next two weeks.

Tofu I love you.

Brandon's house later.... Not gonna say anything lol.

Sorry Nicole, Vivs, Ricky.

Had a nice little chat.

You are so dumb.. forreall homeboy.. you are really dumb. so dumb

Let's just wash all this away with the rain.

Peace.

Dear..

Whom I don't remember anymore.
Whose voice I cannot recollect.
Whose love I haven't felt.
Whose face is a blur in my memories.
Whom I never knew.
Whom I really never met before.

I miss you. Is it possible to miss someone you don't know? Yes it is.

God have mercy on your soul. And I pray I may see you in the future.

12/16/1996

R.I.P.
Mother.

Well ok day. Went to my three important classes, and hit up threshold.

Came back for cooking. Talked to michelle.

Ditched P.E. went to Starbucks.

Talked to Pastor Jay about climbing club! Freaking so stoked about it.. Pastor Jay you are awesome.

Rap battle after school! J-lee and Willlizzle in the houuusseee.. Slapped Exema, aka, magallanes. lol.

Drill. Did nothing. Talked to my dongseng

Elf! Sat with Sherlene, Krystal, Greg and his sister. Krystal and I started singing during the scene at the end. Freaking hilarious.

Noodle 21 with Greg and Sherlene. Risha and Omar came later. Saw Daniel. Dopetydopety dope.
Their pho isn't that good..

Peace.

Good Day

Today was a good day :)
Did ok on my Calc test.
October Sky in Physics! haha
NO GOVERNMENT. BEST FREAKING PART OF WEDNESDAY
Got into arguments with my senior person at the villa about religion with Miles.. He is so conservative and a hypocrite. Anyways.
Spanish III nothing as usual.
Cooking, cleaned. Made omelets for my kitchen. Only if I had ketchup it would have tasted so much better.
Racquetball, worked my butt off only to lose.. I gave up so many easy points.
Starbucks with Jane Kwon.
NHS stuff.
I am soooo close to being in Pro Musica right now.. omg.
And climbing! yeahhh. Highlight of any day. Survived test 1. Just many more to come. Please help me God.
Apparently I got bigger haha. I thought I got smaller. I can never tell.
Idk how to explain it but today was just a good day.. I really enjoyed it. Like that feeling like nothing can put you down. I hope it stays for a long time to come :)

Peace

I am so scared

Today I discovered something.. and it's got me really scared.
Been praying about it. Pleaseeee.don't let it be what I think it might be.

Besides that..well crappy day. Except for one thing. hah I'm not gonna say what. It was a small thing but you'd be surprised at how the smallest things in the world can make your day. I don't want to talk about it.

mhmmm sureee.. Whatever you say man. I'm down, the question is do you really want to? not too sure.

Freaking tired as balls..

I hate waking up tired, going to bed tired, being tired all day.

been like that for four years.

When will it be over?

Peace.