New Year's Eve

Woke up at 8:30 and went climbing at 10. It was a nice workout but I'm so tired now.
That was my sixth day in a row. Hopefully when I recover from the rest tomorrow, I'll be good enough to finish my projects. I worked mainly on technique this week so that I will be able to do hard problems when I recover. Went home to eat lunch. And then off to Boba once again. Avatar next at 3:15 but changed it to 4:00...I wish I saved $11.50 and watched UP again instead. Quick review: Visually stunning and aesthetically appealing. A visual masterpiece with an ok soundtrack and acting. Totally overused plot and many cliche moments in the film. Predictable and boring. Way too long a lot of the film could have been made shorter or just taken out completely. In the beginning I was waiting for the good part of the movie. Once I guess I got to the "good part" I was waiting for the movie to end. Lots of allusions to our culture. But ultimately disappointing. Final Score: 2.5/5 Mediocre. All the shiny stuff isn't good enough to salvage this failure. It seems public encourages the movie directors and producers to produce more master fails because they seem to bring in the most money these days. Transformers 2, Twilight, New Moon, Avatar, etc... What has happened to the film industry and the public in general?

Mmmm well I don't know what else to say. I'm hungry...

TEAM FLUX :)

Peace.

tired

Today was really tiring. Climbing for four hours. Lunch. Then Princess and the Frog! Haha we finally saw it after two weeks. It was ok I guess. Some inappropriate material. Allusions to prostitution and satanism. Should be at least PG. Shasta ruined the ending for me haha. _____ is going to ____ and become a _____ and join _________. Well at least we got matinee tickets. Basketball tournament after. Lol Michelle. We won but the refs made some bad calls here and there. I'm so dead tired right now. Maybe it's because I haven't eaten yet but whatever. Threshold tomorrow at 10! See you guys there!

Peace

We'll Be A Dream

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa


When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be


When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Found the lyrics for it. I love that song so much. I love We the Kings. Probably the only other band besides Blink 182, where I liked pretty much every single song they have put out.

Today was pretty good I guess. Threshold in the morning with Greg, Omar, and Michelle. Let's go Team Greg & Jon. Just did some of the easy routes. Too tired and lazy to try something new. But I almost got this other V2. Souplantantion and then Boba for like the 5809273104983270th time this month/break. Then off to drill for a really frustrating practice. Well at least we sort of have faces now. Mmmm youuu...well at least you sort of explained yourself. Sort of. School then dinner. Home now and have nothing to do.

Didn't watch Avatar. But that is karma for you. Serious karma. Pretty funny but yeah. Karma pwned you. Bouldering tomorrow at 10, then Princes and the Frog! Sorry Shasta but we can finally watch it now haha. Looking forward to the weekend but sort of not. Snowboarding + Avatar but then only a couple days left in break. This went way too fast.

Blisters

My hands are covered in blisters. And they hurt pretty bad. Washig my hands or showering is excruciating. But I'm prepared to go again tomorrow because for the last two days that I have gone I haven't accomplished much. Tomorrow for sure. So I'm goingto sleep early tonight.

Peace

Once again GAY

Today started with quite a frustration
it was like talking to a wall
Monologging with no response nor call
it was in fact a clear equivocation
you might shout "what a paradox!"
but what I tell you is verity

it was clear to me she was not interested in
what I had unfolded nor the subject
I would have prefered that she kindly inject
a word of defiance or cause up a din
Then to receive a portion of silence
oh what a death, to think that one matters not

so in closing I must say to you poor souls
that life is a gamble and unfair
there is not much you can do to escape the glare
or circumvent the path into the deep dark holes
of transgression and atrocity
but there is always a faith and a hope in He who sits high.

I suddenly had an urge to write a poem. Maybe I'll become famous one day. Like the fireside poets! I even included a moral nugget in this poem. Can you find the turnng point? And the theme of the poem? Theme does not equal plot or story. Man I love literature class. Find the gothic elements Chandler hahahaha :)

Woman you need to learn to use your telephono.

Don't think like that, she's not like that. Your just over thinking it. I <3 you

Dude I have no idea what your talking about lol...I'm telling you. I'm pretty sure. I think this is the second time you've asked me that question this year..I remember someone asking me that earlier this year and I think it was you.

Grow up. And get some common sense. Maybe Santa will bring some next year for you.

You're gay and really gay. I love those stupid pics of you that wherein sent me. Omg too funny.

GAY

Disclaimer: The following poem/rap/song is not directed towards anyone nor am I implying that I am gay or expressing any personal views that I hold. If you feel offended in any way please inform me and I will do my best to change the lyrics to make it less offensive.

One word GAY.
Today was gay.
Everything is gay.
Everyone is gay.
We all love unicorns and rainbows and flowers
All the guys enjoy standing in the showers
Naked with each other laughing like little girls
Because we're all gay, and we like to unfurl
Our Souls and say what what in the butt
cuz we're all gay now what
do we do? there's nothing left for me to say
Cuz in the end, we're all gay
You're very gay. Go fuck a duck and suck a donkey nut.

I have no idea why I wrote that. I'm tired. My brain is spinning. My unicorn and rainbow fleece in my chalk bag must be getting to me. And that cheer leading statue in Greg's car. Well. I need to sleep now. Night.

Peace.

Christmas

Well it was typical..boring. Well at least it's over now. I'm tired going to sleep.

Peace.

Hmmm

It seems the only people doing this is just me and Chandler. I remember when a lot of people used to do this. Well it's Christmas Eve. I don't really have anything planned for Christmas...I don't really want that many things. Well a full tank of gas and an oil change on my car would be nice though. Tomorrow's gonna be hella boring. I hate eating with my family. They're so boring. Except for Edward's family. Like my dad's side of the family seems to have inherited a gene for being extremely quiet, shy, awkward, and not wanting to talk very much. Which is like everyone except for me. I don't feel like I belong in this family. I want to go back to Korea with my REAL family. I miss them. When I'm there I actually feel loved and I feel like I want to do something for my family. But here it's just bleh. And they can't cook either... I really want to go snowboarding! Well Saturday right? UP, cue, snowboarding, and something else and raid Nicole's house and take nick, and nic and whoever else? or something like that. haha idk if it'll happen but I hope the snowboarding part does at least.

Well one more week of break left. I really really really want April to come. Because then school and the days just fly by. I have tour, spring break, campout, maybe mission trip, not too many tests. It'll be chill. mmmm ok.

Peace.

La vacacion de navidad

So far it has consisted of climbing, running, and sewing. It's pretty fun though. I felt really accomplished today. Um just downloaded a whole bunch of songs. Well songs I already had but got deleted...mmmm I guess that's it. Text me. Well I can't hang out tomorrow or Thursday. I need to take care of my bro at home. But this weekend fo sho. My homemade chalk bag is totally baller. Disappointed in my SAT score. I thought I scored a lot higher. Actually 150 points higher. Well second time's the charm? idk I'll have to consider a retake. well no 370z coupe for now...

blah blah blah

Peace.

Oh really?

Hm totally unexpected. I thought it was something else. Time passes and People change. But good to know that you haven't. Good seeing you today! And AJ my hero. Today was pretty bomb. Really random but it was fun. Chinese church was awesome. Even though we didn't sound too good it was funn. Then going to the park in Redlands. It was fun. Sorta. Fun in a hmmm some peace and quiet sort of way. I need some of that. Umm nicks house after. Then uni. Then nicoles house with Hannah and vivien :) then ate some sushi and had some interesting convo with the chef. What's super dry? Not raw. Lolz. Mmm then went home and played cod with my bro...wish I went bowling to see grant but whatever...haircut tomorrow and threshold at four. I really need a haircut. I hate my hair. Well I'm really tired. Good night.

Threshold

That place is bomb. I'm addicted to climbing. It's just a challenge and I love it. I really want to get good at this sport. Can't wait for Sunday.

Mang

Yesterday was an adventure. I need more spontaneity in my life. So random. roflcopterlamfaolollulzgtgttyllolluzluzlulazomg. shoot. pwned at rock paper scissors. Got destroyed by a red target thingie. There's a video of it if you are interested. Imaginary volleyball. Togo's sandwich was great. Redlands Mall concert was pretty good despite the fact that we only had like parents and Mysa and Bert as audiences. It was good seeing coach Perez again. I miss him. Went to Hannah's house and stayed til like nine. I got curry :) and saw Candice and Damien. Man good times. It's like we're family. mmm...bouldering on Friday. Can't wait. Almost had to push my car to the gas station. I was running on E from the park, to the school, to nick's house, to the mall, back to the school, then to nick's house, then to my house, then to the gas station. Thank God for keeping my car running.

Today was ok I guess. Mr. Stone was really nice to me. And so was Benson. I guess honesty does pay off. Maybe it's a message from God. Carl's Jr. never tasted so good. Rotory Club was a bunch of rich bastards. Well at least we sounded good. Mile high club. The most random, hilarious, nonsensical conversation of the month/year so far. hahha omg. I still don't know why they were talking about that and why I was the subject of their discussion.

Peace.

Tastes like paper

School tastes like paper and sweat. gross. lunch is so boring. no one to talk to. I did well on my political speech though. 32/30!! :) Pro-musica effects ftw. I guess that's it. Nothing much happened today. Didn't really talk to many people. Idk why but I feel like I'm distancing myself from people. But the truth is I'm getting kind of tired of people. Well more like the school environment. It makes everything seem so superficial and fake. Everything is just a facade. Well I'm content with myself for today. I need to start on chem hw...that class is a joke. It's too easy. I want to watch UP again. I almost cried in the first 10-15 minutes or so. It was a good movie.

Peace.

Today was fun

Woke up to the most wack text message ever. It made me laugh so hard. Lawlz. Good way to start the day. Then I ate played cod watched my saints stay undefeated even though it was really close..good job falcons. Then drove halfway to threshold only to find out I'm supposed to be there an hour later. Drove home then drove out again. Climbing was fun :) it's addicting. And it's actually a challenge like running. Finally something I feel like trying hard at. In n out after with Chandler Greg michelle. Fun/messed up convo. God forgive my sins. Starbucks after. It was fun. School tomorrow..well at least I don't have first period. Things are looking up. It only makes me realize how much of my life SAT took up. Hopefully we go snowboarding next weekend plus bouldering. It's gonna be fun.

Mmm...i guess that's it for now..yeah? No? Whatever.. Pobre Hannah. It's ok well it was for the best. Just be happy and move on.

Life keeps moving whether you are ready or not. Don't fight the current just go with the flow. Take care of the little things then the big things will open up and fall into place. Don't dream of dreams, live your dream.

Kind of flustered right now. The real thing starts now. My real job starts now. Our real jobs start now. Everyhing else was in preparation for the next three months. Guys we can do this. Let's put our heads together and plan a banquet that we will be immortalized for. Let's plan a banquet that will redeem our class and show the rest that we are capable of the best. It's the beggining of the end.

A lot is on my mind right now I don't know where to start or how to put it to words. It's a big knot and I don't know how to untangle it. Well with time and perseverence I can do it. Peace.

Oh God..

Please just leave me alone. You've had your chance just let me be. Let me just lve my life. I ask for so little yet you ask for so much. It doesn't balance out. You need to realize that I'm not you and that we are different. We have different opinions, perspectives, and goals. Please stop trying to use me. I'm not dumb contrary to what you may think.

I just want a break away from everything. Just me a house on an island far away from civilization. I'm getting tired of people, technology, a hypocritical church body. I just want some time for myself. I don't even know what I want in life. The only reason I'm trying so hard is because I feel obligated to my family to do so, not because I myself personally free from outside influence chose to do so. My dream: be happy, live in a modest home, help the underprivileged, have a good family. I just want a simple life..

I'm tired. I hate 1st period. Stop being so goddamn fake and hypocritical. It's annoying. Well good to have blogspot to vent to. I have a good feeling about this weekend though. And I can't waitfor grant to come visit! Holy crap it has been too long and I still owe him a titty twister. And Nicole is coming too! This break is gonna be fun. Let's go snowboarding please? Thanks.

It is very cold

Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light
Just don't forget to think about me
And I won't forget you
I'll write you once a week she said

Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
But I'd go through hell for you and

I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine,
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but your so beautiful to me

I <3 Blink 182
Hurry up and release your new stuff.


Well I think drill this year will be pretty good. We remind me of '09. And we also have a lot of potential. Come on guys let's work hard and win first place. It will be a huge morale boost for our class.

I need a hair cut. LA this Saturday if I have time after choir and before cosmic bowling. mmmm this week is going really really really slow. Speed up please? I wanna go up in the mountains and ride. I miss it so much. My board is just sitting in my room collecting dust.

Well don't catch a cold in this cold weather. Peace.

Hah

Man I'm kind of sad I missed banquet yesterday. All I heard today was dude banquet was pretty fun this year, or you should have come to banquet Jon! or dude everyone went cept for you! Yeah I regret it and I usually don't regret doing things because I don't really care but this time I feel like I made a pretty big mistake. hah should have listened to you guys, ahem. Well at least Michelle got to rub it in today. "You know it's gonna be like that one party where you can't go and everyone else is talking about how good it was the next day." Hahah karma. Karma Karma Karma you guys probably don't know what I'm talking about. Well I'm glad you guys all had a great time despite the food. I'll definitely go next year, and I'll try with the rest of the Junior class officers to plan a good Jr./Sr. Banquet in April.

Took the SAT yesterday. I think I did pretty good. I had a good feeling about it. It's really cold today! and rainy. The two things I hate most but somehow today I didn't mind the rain. I actually enjoyed it. It was a nice change of pace from the crazy ups and downs in the temperature.

I have straight A-...it's pissing me off.

Well...yeah. Looking forward to the next two weeks! I have a feeling it's gonna be bomb. Peace.