Please just leave me alone. You've had your chance just let me be. Let me just lve my life. I ask for so little yet you ask for so much. It doesn't balance out. You need to realize that I'm not you and that we are different. We have different opinions, perspectives, and goals. Please stop trying to use me. I'm not dumb contrary to what you may think.
I just want a break away from everything. Just me a house on an island far away from civilization. I'm getting tired of people, technology, a hypocritical church body. I just want some time for myself. I don't even know what I want in life. The only reason I'm trying so hard is because I feel obligated to my family to do so, not because I myself personally free from outside influence chose to do so. My dream: be happy, live in a modest home, help the underprivileged, have a good family. I just want a simple life..
I'm tired. I hate 1st period. Stop being so goddamn fake and hypocritical. It's annoying. Well good to have blogspot to vent to. I have a good feeling about this weekend though. And I can't waitfor grant to come visit! Holy crap it has been too long and I still owe him a titty twister. And Nicole is coming too! This break is gonna be fun. Let's go snowboarding please? Thanks.
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