Look at me now.

Fresno tournament this past weekend. Lots of fun. Bonding and winning games. 4-0. got closer to a lot more people. Hopefully I don't play this Thursday. My hamstring really needs to rest from last week. It's so tight I can't even do some ab workouts lol.

School is so boring. I have no incentive to go..i only go for calculus and college english. Because we don't do anything in any other class.

went to threshold today instead of studying for the physics test. Way worth it. Get stronger, meet new people. Its way more useful then one physics test. Supposed to be ladies night but no ladies tonight.

I really wish..

I have an urge to watch (500) days of summer again.

I think I've watched that movie like once every two weeks or something like that. So addicted to that movie.just something about it,i can't help but be entertained and absorbed every time I watch it.

Fuck early decision. not enough time right now. Gonna start UC applications next week after SAT this sunday. I really need to get at least 2250. Aiming for 2350. well since a lot of people are taking it, it should be easier for me to score higher.

I wonder what you think..

Idk what to do after football season is over. Well.. I guess drill haha.

I think the worst pain in the world is solitude. Its the only pain you can't share. That feeling of separation, that no one gives a shit. But it its the truth. In the grand scheme of things, no one cares what you do, who you are, only what you have. Gotta find the people that actually do care for WHO you are though.

I'm not even tired anymore. Climbing got me so pumped.

Someone find me a lady friend.

Someone that's cute, confident, funny, likes to laugh, has a nice smile, doesn't mind trying new things, not too tall or short, not too long or short hair, just in between, dark or brown hair, knows how to dress or looks cute in whatever she decides to wear. Has a hobby or passionate about something, school, singing, dancing, biking, running, whatever, just not someone who sits around and does nothing all day. Has a good taste in music, or like similar stuff as I do. Can cook somewhat. Can pull off glasses. Doesn't wear too much makeup, and still looks pretty without, or even prettier. Someone who can tie their hair back and show off their face. someone I can sit and talk to for hours about random stuff, like favorite fruit, pineapples, tv, phones, grass, the shape of the clouds, the moon, anything. Someone that's chill. Isn't confined to her cell phone. Doesn't mind just lying in the grass and talking. and Asian.

I guess to narrow it down: cute, has a hobby, chill, likes new things, easy to talk to, not too much make up, asian, not too tall. sick. Now to fix the gdlm part.

Girls seriously do not like me. Every single time, it just gets to a certain point, so close, and then bam. Just all gone. Like none of it ever happened, like it was all just a dream. Every single time. So annoying. Just some bad luck in the wind. Next time for sure!

Hah I lied. I am really tired. Tired as balls. It's only when I'm really tired I write a whole bunch of random shit and get all dramatic and emotional. Sorry people. I'm really not like this lol. I think the last few blogs have been really..uh sad or depressing. I've just been really tired these past few days.

Is this a really long blog? I don't really know.

I am so down to go golf or something. Maybe in a couple weeks.

Nicole Simorangkir, you are crazy. Just remember.. It was also fun seeing you this past weekend and hanging out with you. When you and Cassidy come down whenever it is you guys do, we'll have a little fiesta.

I'm kinda looking forward to drill. We have to do good this year. If we don't get first I'm gonna cry. NHS stuff is getting really busy.