Environmentalist

Are you one? I'm not sure about my self though. I think I'm neutral. I mean I'm all for it and stuff, but I'm not at advocate nor a zealot. But I'm not apathetic about it as well. I'll do my part, but I'm not gonna go around making people do theirs. Issues like this, it's better if people choose themselves to support the cause, not if people force them or rally them. It has to be 100% personal choice. This along with many other things in life.. but people never learn.

When people are oppressed, they rise up against you, and will overthrow the status quo screaming for a different future, begging, hoping that what they have now will not continue into their futures.

Random rant.. Made me think about it because of a new wallet I bought. Called a "Mighty Wallet." It's made of 100% recycled paper and is water proof and tear proof. Well as long as you don't take a scissor to it or try to rip it. The design is a 33mm film strip and it looks dope. Could use a little more slots for cards and ID and stuff but I'm happy with it.

Wow just got super distracted.. Ended up on youtube for like half an hour.

So I just saw a comment on a video of my friend playing the violin, yeah the usual haters/jealous people, and the people congratulating him blah blah blah. Not that important. But this one comment just pissed me off. So this guy by the name of detevtive66 or something, claimed that classical music is the least creative form of music ever. Ok so that is the most obvious and most uneducated statement ever. If you agree with that, then either you don't know classical music, or you're just dumb. The guy says that he studies at the Berklee school of music and studies jazz theory and stuff.

Yeah Jazz is awesome. Its all about rythm and beat and improvisation. I don't know too much about it so I can' say much, but it's pretty cool..

And he goes on to say that classical music the least creative form of music, all one has to do is follow the black notes, doesn't require interpretation, or any input from the artist other than playing the piece.

That doesn't make any sense at all.. and I could go on for a while why it doesn't.

But if that were true, why would people still be playing classical music even today? I mean its over run by all the crappy mainstream music out right now but still. People have invested in that stuff for 400+ years. Every time the piece is played its different. There are so many different interpretations of different pieces. Go listen to one classical song. A solo work like a concerto or a sonata. Then go listen to multiple people play. I guarantee they will all play it differently. But yeah I'd rather not get too excited about this right now..

Some people are just..hah so ignorant and stupid. The world would be better off without them.

What if there was a purging of the world and only the smartest, most fit, and well rounded people were allowed to survive? The next two generations might not be much different, but like by the third generation, it would be a race of super people. Elites. And the world would be better no?

That would be really cruel and heartless and cold, but there should be sacrifices to advance civilization I think. Why should we support those that cannot support themselves? It should be a free for all. Social darwinism. Only the best will survive. And well like a little average to the best will survive. Just cut the dead weight. That's what I think. Like on a sports team, you care about all your team members and you like them. But some of them are just dead weight. They drag you down. So you should cut them loose.

I was told, if your friends cause to make bad decisions and they deter you from your goals, maybe they're not your friends. hmmm interesting. uhhh so..idk paradoxical in a way. I'd like to believe in friendships. They're really, all I have. Don't really have family. But even in the friends department I'm lacking. I don't even know what happened. Well I guess a lot of them went to college. '09, '10. and whatever. I have Threshold fam.

I'm glad prop 19 did not pass. That would just have been retarded. It would have decreased trafficking? yeah right. Decrease power in drug lords? yeah right. More like make them more powerful. They would all be fighting for a monopoly on the weed market. I agree that it would have increased state budget and revenue. But not all at once. Maybe in like 10 years. But by then, how much would have changed in the drug world? Are they going to make it available at local stores like wal mart? How are they going to do it? And it would still be illegal by federal law. So California legalizing marijuana would not have been that big of a deal.

Began reading. Everything makes sense now. It's just like taking me back and showing me how wrong I was about everything. Well lots of things are clearer now.

Really hungry right now. There's no food at home..I hate it when it's like that. Too bad it's like every single day now because my dad never goes grocery shopping anymore. If I had a couple hundred bucks every week I would go for him, but I don't. Always having to eat out sucks. Costs a lot. I'd rather eat at home. When he does go grocery shopping, what does he buy? ice cream, chips, ramen, and rice. fantastic. fucking fantastic. Buy some real food please? Like ingredients to cook with so we can make food? god so frustrating. I tell him, but never remembers or listens. Can't wait till I get out. I will come back and I will fix you up a nice, home cooked full on meal.

I liked it during the summer when there was a lot of free time for all of us. We always had a crap load of stuff at home to make food with. It was good. But now so busy. I see my dad like three times a week. Monday, Tuesday, Sunday. Other times he comes home after like 11. And I'm either sleeping, out, or studying in my room.

I feel bad for my brother but he has Starcraft 2 and his friends. So that's good. Gives him something to do.

Banquet announcement on Friday was terrible! omg.. It was confusing, had nothing to do with theme of the banquet, didn't even try to hint at the location. It was just terrible. But the place looks really nice. It looks REALLY nice. debating whether it would be worth $55 though. I could go and spend time with friends, but I could do that for free. Make memories, but I could also do that for free at some other place. Doing probably more exciting things than eating dinner while watching a couple of magicians. But it is my senior year.. hmmm choices choices choices.

I kinda wish I cared about something other than my self or my future. But the truth is I really don't. If its not in my interest, I probably wouldn't do it. But then again, everyone is the same. whatever.

This was a long blog.

Peace.