Days like this

Makes me want to just run away.

Woke up. Hurried to do some work in San Timoteo Canyon to clear mud from houses.
It was pretty fun I guess. Was there for about an hour and then went home to wash up. Headed out to Threshold a bit later. Met up with people and went to Asahi Sushi. All you can eat! Freaking bomb ass food. Ate so much.

Hit up Thresh after. Then slack lining at the park for about an hour.

Played some ping pong for a few hours. Good shit. Me and Greg were doing so good.

Came home usual bullshit from dad.

Now I'm grounded. blah blah blah.. Like I care.. I really don't..

If you wonder why I'm like this, take time to consider what you've done for me and how I grew up. I grew up by myself, the only people I had were my friends from school. You never talked to me. All you did was make me do shit I didn't want to. Not let me do shit I wanted to. And just bought me stuff. I barely ever saw you. Home alone most of the time. Left at school with friends most of the time. All we did was live in the same house. The relationship we have can hardly be called a father-son relationship. I seriously cannot stand you. We're nothing alike.

I'm your consequence for not doing shit to me. Never doing anything for me, only stuff that you thought I would like. You don't really know me at all. You never took the time when you had the chance. So why should I bother ever trying to understand you? Why should I, when you didn't? You've told me to be the bigger person, but this time I'm not.

So I hope you continue to have a miserable life. And if I have to suffer too, then so be it. As long as I know it makes you suffer, I can take all the suffering and pain I need to.

Peace.