SAT II Chemistry is soooo annoying. The questions are ridiculous and weird. But I still got a 750 on a diagnostic test so it's alright.. Just need to study study study so I can get that 800!
Math 2c i'm not too worried about. Just need to again study and review like mad.
Learning WEDDING DRESS - TAE YANG on the piano.. kind of hard lol. Haven't played the piano in years.
He's a hottie :) i'm not gonna lie, he's pretty hot. lol.
Hopefully I'll be able to learn it by the end of this week.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Good day
Woke up at 7..fell back asleep. Woke up at 9:30. Got ready went to the Filipino church in redlands lol. At first I thought the concert was at the one in loma Linda.. Haha wasted half an hour that way. We did pretty good! Ummm potluck was really good. Peaced out with Shasta. Went to cold stone but they're closed on Saturdays apparently :( so we went to yogurtlicious! Finally got another stamp in my stamp card after almost a year. Sat in yogurt for about an hour and a half. Whole bunch of Korean people from my church started coming in. But I didn't know any of them..started to get a little awkward so Shasta and I decided to leave and go to nick's house and surprise him. It worked and kira was happy to see us as well :) stayed for a little bit until Shastas dad got mad. Took her to michelle's house then just went home and napped for a couple hours. And then pro musica banquet..awww. It was fun. Food was pretty good. We sang really well. Phil and lexi started crying and Daniel too... So sad. Went to music fest after. Showed up just in time for Cathy nguyen :). Whole bunch of people were there.
It was good talking stuff out. It felt good to just get things off my chest. Thanks for listening Shasta. You've always been there for me. I'm gonna miss you so much next year.
Well good night everybodies..
Peace.
It was good talking stuff out. It felt good to just get things off my chest. Thanks for listening Shasta. You've always been there for me. I'm gonna miss you so much next year.
Well good night everybodies..
Peace.
200
What a coincidence this will be my 200th post as well.
I'm such an outcast. I just don't fit in. I don't find anyone at school interesting. Just a few. Most are just boring, don't have much substance to them. I'm just not on the same "wave length" as the people. But I don't mind. At least it let's me focus on myself for a while. I've spent so much time this year for others, the class, and the seniors. I think it's time I went back to being how I feel most comfortable.
Today: PE. sat there for fifty minutes. Pro Musica. Sat there for fifty minutes. History. Raped kids on the debate with miles. I was really excited for that. Spanish. Oral presentation. Did pretty good. Chemistry. Sat there for fifty minutes and cleared my detentions! :) math played craps and argued with my pops. Went home. Just slept. Then played video games. Cooked dinner. Went to compassio. Sermon was really good. Too loud. Too many people. No friends. Peaced out. Went to starbucks. Chilled until they closed. Met up with Greg. Tried out his bike..I really want to buy it. I swear gregs like the only person Im just really comfortable with. There's just something when me and him get together..lol cuz we're both douchebags and ostrascized. Whatever we have each others backs. That's all that counts. Everyone else has their special someone or close group of friends I just don't have any of that. I should try and work on that.
Came home and had an hour long discussion with my dad. About my future, my life, how I need to change, my priorities. I know what I want. And what I want basically requires me to have no social life. And well I'm getting there. And it's depressing..I just need people...I just want someone. Someone. I don't know who..but someone. Special. That I like. And who likes me too. Someone I can talk to about anything. Someone who can talk to me about anything. Someone I can just be myself when I'm with them. Someone that accepts me for who I am. Someone that wants to talk to me and hang out with me on occasion. Someone that I enjoy talking and hanging out with. Someone who I can just laugh with..and can just sit there with. Share memories. Create new ones. But whatever. I'm done. I've been done trying to do that stuff since two years ago. Well just like Greg said don't worry about it. You don't have to look. The right one will come and when she does you guys will both know. Then just be confident in yourself. And I believe that. Someday. Someone.
I think I'm gonna go into law again. I think ive already blogged that but yeah. That's become my new goal.
Need to start studying. I'm not too worried but now I really want 800 on both just to show him that I can. Oh I also need to find a summer job! I need some money!
1. You annoy me.
2. You really annoy me. You're seriously just all talk. Stop acting like it and actually show it. Stop being such a poser.
3. You're really messed up. Really messed up.
4. Thank you for that. I realized how wrong I had been. Thank you. Please just trust me.
5. You better pay up. Or else I'll destroy your car. I'm serious.
Ehhh kind of pissed off..not sure why..well I do know but for many reasons.
Peace everybodies :)
I'm such an outcast. I just don't fit in. I don't find anyone at school interesting. Just a few. Most are just boring, don't have much substance to them. I'm just not on the same "wave length" as the people. But I don't mind. At least it let's me focus on myself for a while. I've spent so much time this year for others, the class, and the seniors. I think it's time I went back to being how I feel most comfortable.
Today: PE. sat there for fifty minutes. Pro Musica. Sat there for fifty minutes. History. Raped kids on the debate with miles. I was really excited for that. Spanish. Oral presentation. Did pretty good. Chemistry. Sat there for fifty minutes and cleared my detentions! :) math played craps and argued with my pops. Went home. Just slept. Then played video games. Cooked dinner. Went to compassio. Sermon was really good. Too loud. Too many people. No friends. Peaced out. Went to starbucks. Chilled until they closed. Met up with Greg. Tried out his bike..I really want to buy it. I swear gregs like the only person Im just really comfortable with. There's just something when me and him get together..lol cuz we're both douchebags and ostrascized. Whatever we have each others backs. That's all that counts. Everyone else has their special someone or close group of friends I just don't have any of that. I should try and work on that.
Came home and had an hour long discussion with my dad. About my future, my life, how I need to change, my priorities. I know what I want. And what I want basically requires me to have no social life. And well I'm getting there. And it's depressing..I just need people...I just want someone. Someone. I don't know who..but someone. Special. That I like. And who likes me too. Someone I can talk to about anything. Someone who can talk to me about anything. Someone I can just be myself when I'm with them. Someone that accepts me for who I am. Someone that wants to talk to me and hang out with me on occasion. Someone that I enjoy talking and hanging out with. Someone who I can just laugh with..and can just sit there with. Share memories. Create new ones. But whatever. I'm done. I've been done trying to do that stuff since two years ago. Well just like Greg said don't worry about it. You don't have to look. The right one will come and when she does you guys will both know. Then just be confident in yourself. And I believe that. Someday. Someone.
I think I'm gonna go into law again. I think ive already blogged that but yeah. That's become my new goal.
Need to start studying. I'm not too worried but now I really want 800 on both just to show him that I can. Oh I also need to find a summer job! I need some money!
1. You annoy me.
2. You really annoy me. You're seriously just all talk. Stop acting like it and actually show it. Stop being such a poser.
3. You're really messed up. Really messed up.
4. Thank you for that. I realized how wrong I had been. Thank you. Please just trust me.
5. You better pay up. Or else I'll destroy your car. I'm serious.
Ehhh kind of pissed off..not sure why..well I do know but for many reasons.
Peace everybodies :)
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Final stretch
Ohhhh man. So close to the end. But I'm just drudging along. I've slacked off so much. My chemistry report was so depressing. I went from a 100% to 80% in one quarter. mmm.. I need to start studying for SAT II.
Huge dilemma: Orchestra concert? or Senior graduation?
I would choose graduation, but my dad...hmmmm we'll see..
These guys are amazing.
I want to punch my bro..sooo fricking bad.
All he does is try to make me mad.
I want to be somewhere else, far far away
Run from all my troubles and today
hmmm anyways.
I need to start coming up with melodies and chords and keys for my songs. I have two currently. One of them is about quarter way done and the other just the lyrics. soo hmm hopefully by the end of the summer I'll have both done.
Nate we will definitely jam this summer and make our little band. I'm working on some stuff so yeahh..
Annnnnnddd this one too.. one of my favorite songs:
Soooo excite for the summers!
Let's go go go!
Peace everybodys
Huge dilemma: Orchestra concert? or Senior graduation?
I would choose graduation, but my dad...hmmmm we'll see..
These guys are amazing.
I want to punch my bro..sooo fricking bad.
All he does is try to make me mad.
I want to be somewhere else, far far away
Run from all my troubles and today
hmmm anyways.
I need to start coming up with melodies and chords and keys for my songs. I have two currently. One of them is about quarter way done and the other just the lyrics. soo hmm hopefully by the end of the summer I'll have both done.
Nate we will definitely jam this summer and make our little band. I'm working on some stuff so yeahh..
Annnnnnddd this one too.. one of my favorite songs:
Soooo excite for the summers!
Let's go go go!
Peace everybodys
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
tee hee hee
Tuesdays are just not a good day. Ever. Had orchestra until 9:30. Most depressing thing ever. So I found out that graduation and my concert are on the same day... hmmmm..which one do I go to? I'm like supposed to do something for graduation or some other.. soooo I guess I'll flake on orchestra :)
I have waaaayyyyy too many detentions.
Yearbooks look aight..
I'm not gonna charge my phone anymore.. I think I'll be much happier without it.
Michelle, you should lighten up a bit..
And I've given up on school. Yup. I'm pretty excited for debates in history though :) It's going to be fun.
I had forgotten how much I enjoyed listening to classical music. The pure emotion and energy from the music is amazing. From good composers it's just a work of art. This is one genre of music I can never get tired of. Currently listening to Rachmaninov's Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor. very very very nice piece of music. Intricate, complex, and really shows what he's like. You can really just feel the emotions and they're just so overwhelming in this piece. It's my first time listening to Zimmerman play it and he does a phenomenal job... very very very very very well done.. hah I feel like a nerd but I don't care! because I really do love classical music.
I have waaaayyyyy too many detentions.
Yearbooks look aight..
I'm not gonna charge my phone anymore.. I think I'll be much happier without it.
Michelle, you should lighten up a bit..
And I've given up on school. Yup. I'm pretty excited for debates in history though :) It's going to be fun.
I had forgotten how much I enjoyed listening to classical music. The pure emotion and energy from the music is amazing. From good composers it's just a work of art. This is one genre of music I can never get tired of. Currently listening to Rachmaninov's Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor. very very very nice piece of music. Intricate, complex, and really shows what he's like. You can really just feel the emotions and they're just so overwhelming in this piece. It's my first time listening to Zimmerman play it and he does a phenomenal job... very very very very very well done.. hah I feel like a nerd but I don't care! because I really do love classical music.
Randomm
1. whats your name spelt backwards?
eel noj
2. What did you do last night?
AIM'd with Nicole, Justin while trying to study for Literature and Chem.
3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
pictures for the Spanish project either that or gabe bondoc songs.
4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
nope
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
hahaha forever ago.. I don't like pools
6. What are you wearing?
my grits
7. How many cars have you owned?
one
8. Type of music you dislike most?
music that has no meaning.
9. Are you registered to vote?
nope
10. Do you have cable?
nope
11. What kind of computer do you use?
an old dell.
12. Ever made a prank phone call?
hahahha of course
13. You like anyone right now?
nah
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
BOTH
15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
KOREA
16.Do you have a garden?
no
17. What's your favorite comic strip?
uhhh idk..Calvin and Hobbes? haha
18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
nahh.
19. Shower, morning or night?
BOTH
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
none
21. Favorite pizza toppings?
PINEAPPLES :)
22. Chips or popcorn?
chips most definitely
23. What cell phone provider do you have?
T-Mobile..they're kinda queer though
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
haha what the...no. Never even thought of that
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
ohhh yeahh
26. Orange Juice or apple?
apple juice
27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Justin Massey
28. favorite chocolate bar?
not really a bar but the ferrero rocher stuff
29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
prob nicky d. Since fifth grade?
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
hahahha last year I think?
31. Have you ever won a trophy?
sure
32.Favorite artist?
We the Kings
33. Favorite computer game?
Starcraft
34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
hahah no
35. Sprite or 7-UP?
Sprite all the way. 7-UP is weird.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Everydays
37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Ohhhh man thhis was like four years ago. I bought hair gel and chocolate
38. Ever thrown up in public?
yes
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
uhhh sure
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. That is the biggest pile of bull ever
41.Can exes just be friends?
Sure if they want to
42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
I don't remember..probably my dad
43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
hahah yes
44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
we don't has one
45. Where would you like to go right now?
Korea
46. What was the name of your first pet?
Karsen
47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
It's a black nerdy one. Just some papers, my PE shirt, and socks :)
48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
Dave from Boba Tea House
49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
One less day of school :)
50. What do you think about most?
my future
eel noj
2. What did you do last night?
AIM'd with Nicole, Justin while trying to study for Literature and Chem.
3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
pictures for the Spanish project either that or gabe bondoc songs.
4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
nope
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
hahaha forever ago.. I don't like pools
6. What are you wearing?
my grits
7. How many cars have you owned?
one
8. Type of music you dislike most?
music that has no meaning.
9. Are you registered to vote?
nope
10. Do you have cable?
nope
11. What kind of computer do you use?
an old dell.
12. Ever made a prank phone call?
hahahha of course
13. You like anyone right now?
nah
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
BOTH
15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
KOREA
16.Do you have a garden?
no
17. What's your favorite comic strip?
uhhh idk..Calvin and Hobbes? haha
18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
nahh.
19. Shower, morning or night?
BOTH
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
none
21. Favorite pizza toppings?
PINEAPPLES :)
22. Chips or popcorn?
chips most definitely
23. What cell phone provider do you have?
T-Mobile..they're kinda queer though
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
haha what the...no. Never even thought of that
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
ohhh yeahh
26. Orange Juice or apple?
apple juice
27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Justin Massey
28. favorite chocolate bar?
not really a bar but the ferrero rocher stuff
29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
prob nicky d. Since fifth grade?
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
hahahha last year I think?
31. Have you ever won a trophy?
sure
32.Favorite artist?
We the Kings
33. Favorite computer game?
Starcraft
34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
hahah no
35. Sprite or 7-UP?
Sprite all the way. 7-UP is weird.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Everydays
37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Ohhhh man thhis was like four years ago. I bought hair gel and chocolate
38. Ever thrown up in public?
yes
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
uhhh sure
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. That is the biggest pile of bull ever
41.Can exes just be friends?
Sure if they want to
42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
I don't remember..probably my dad
43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
hahah yes
44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
we don't has one
45. Where would you like to go right now?
Korea
46. What was the name of your first pet?
Karsen
47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
It's a black nerdy one. Just some papers, my PE shirt, and socks :)
48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
Dave from Boba Tea House
49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
One less day of school :)
50. What do you think about most?
my future
Monday, May 24, 2010
Reminiscing
Talking to a couple of people really just made me think. On how much I've changed. And how other things have changed. I realize that I'm so different then before. I've become more irresponsible, lazy, unmotivated, selfish, arrogant and dumb. I'm still amazed that I still have people that are willing to hang out with me and talk to me. Hah if I saw myself I'd probably think what a douche or what a dick and just leave him alone.
1. I've missed talking to you. There will always be a place for you in my thoughts. You've had so much influence in my life.
2. Hah we seriously need to hang more. When you come for summer and if you go to LLA again most definitely.
3. It was nice talking to you again today. We'll finish tomorrow
4. haha it was fun. I know I can always count on you no matter what. Thanks for that trust.
5. Haha you bug me.
1. I've missed talking to you. There will always be a place for you in my thoughts. You've had so much influence in my life.
2. Hah we seriously need to hang more. When you come for summer and if you go to LLA again most definitely.
3. It was nice talking to you again today. We'll finish tomorrow
4. haha it was fun. I know I can always count on you no matter what. Thanks for that trust.
5. Haha you bug me.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Saturday
Woke up. Showered. Went to Indo church. Concert. We did ok. Got bored. Went to best buy. Was boring. Went to Adam's house. Had some lunch. His dad is super hilarious and chill. I wish he came with us on tour lol. That would have been sick. Then went to University church for our joint concert with canticles. They thought they were just as good as us.. Tsk tsk tsk...cocky little children. Not even close but you guys were cute. Very good though. Probably the best canticles group ever. Pro musica sounded really good too. Draw me nearer brought tears to my eyes. I embarrased myself by looking up at the screen when the camera was on my face..lol uhmm it was really sad/emotional to see knippy cry. He has the biggest heart and love. He's a prime example of a Christian who loves God and has allowed Jesus into his life. Went to Boba afterwards. Just chilled there. Everyone else went to go longboarding. Didn't want to go for a couple reasons: I didn't have any shoes or extra cloths and two..hah I don't think I need to say. It's pretty obvious why. I just can't stand that guy. Went home cooked dinner. Rice ftw! Made some tea and watched Korean dramas. Got bored and felt kinda violent so I popped in God of War II in my PS3 and played for a little. That game is like the best stress reliever not to mention it makes me feel like a total badass. Pops came home just now. Sweet. Good thing about living like this: there won't be much difference when I go to college and before I settle down with someone. Bad thing: it kinda gets lonely at home all by myself all the time. No one to talk to..cept my dog and my neighbors cat occasionally when it decides to follow me around :). I don't really like cats but that cat has kind of grown on me. It acts like a dog and is really nice. I need to find some more friends. Oh I also played guitar for a bit. I was sitting in my room by myself playing seven years by saosin...lol it was really depressing so stopped playing haha. I guess today was ok.
1. I don't know what you're doing but I just hope you have a plan because what you're doing right now isn't good. And I hope you understand that. And that your friends are worried.
2. Douchebag
3. Welcome home..
4. I miss all of you
5. Get better
Peace
1. I don't know what you're doing but I just hope you have a plan because what you're doing right now isn't good. And I hope you understand that. And that your friends are worried.
2. Douchebag
3. Welcome home..
4. I miss all of you
5. Get better
Peace
Friday, May 21, 2010
Schoolwork
It's a little past one o'clock right now. Still doing schoolwork. I feel so swamped but I find peace in just sitting there with soft piano music playing in the background. it helps me clear my mind of distractions and just focus. On what I want to find. It's not really school seeing as there is almost no possible way to change my grades. Mmmmm some lyrics are popping in my head. Just wrote some lyrics down. I'll edit it and stuff later. Gotta take advantage of this creative spark when it comes.
I'm super tired so i'm gonna go to sleep now.
Peace.
I'm super tired so i'm gonna go to sleep now.
Peace.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
la la la..
Hmmm today..was a little better than yesterday. just a tad bit. I think I did pretty good on my chem midterm but I did really bad on my chapter 17 test. oh wells. played basketball for like half an hour. chilled with nathan and chris for a bit.
hahha ohh my..I just realized something. SO WEIRD. I CAN'T believe myself. It's kinda freaky. sooooo weird. i must be tripping. awww this is making me so sad... dang.. every time i look through these pictures it makes me wonder what could have been. How different it would be. If i wouldn't have turned out such a bad kid. ... hah...but i really do wonder how things might have been
It's the weekend! finally.
just two more weeks and it's all over! junior year just went so fast. It feels like just yesterday i was blogging about the last day of school sophomore year. I guess junior year was pretty good. made some mistakes. grew away from a LOT of people but grew closer to a FEW. but it's those few that matter and worth my time.
Peace
hahha ohh my..I just realized something. SO WEIRD. I CAN'T believe myself. It's kinda freaky. sooooo weird. i must be tripping. awww this is making me so sad... dang.. every time i look through these pictures it makes me wonder what could have been. How different it would be. If i wouldn't have turned out such a bad kid. ... hah...but i really do wonder how things might have been
It's the weekend! finally.
just two more weeks and it's all over! junior year just went so fast. It feels like just yesterday i was blogging about the last day of school sophomore year. I guess junior year was pretty good. made some mistakes. grew away from a LOT of people but grew closer to a FEW. but it's those few that matter and worth my time.
Peace
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Bad day
I don't know why. Today was just no bueno..didn't do my Spanish project. Ditched that class again for the third time this week. I'm starting to feel really bad. I have B's and C's in my classes. Still have two chem tests to make up. On a brighter note, got my haircut today by Michelle and Katrina. It was ehhh interesting. And yeah like I'll let you shave your name on my head lol. But the haircut is pretty aight. My dad freaked out when he saw the star though.
Sigh feeling really depressed right now. Feels so hopeless. Whatever. I just need to sleep it off. It'd be so much easier to just give up. But then I would gain nothing and I would have wasted my time. I'm not one to give up easily. And I can't give up now. Not now when I'm so close. But what's the point when I don't even know what I want to do? What's the point of planning and worrrying about the unknown? I'm just so burnt out after banquet, tour, make up work, drill comp, SAT, SAT II, school, lit, orchestra concerts, trying to practice my vioilin, taking care of my brother, cooking food, and taking care of the house I have no energy. I wish I could sleep in but my body wakes up at 7:30 at the latest. I just want summer vacation to come faster.
1. You're really bipolar
2. You too
3. You're so confusing. It's annoying
4. Thanks
5. Piss off. You got nothing.
6. Give up
7. Don't talk to me like that.
Sigh feeling really depressed right now. Feels so hopeless. Whatever. I just need to sleep it off. It'd be so much easier to just give up. But then I would gain nothing and I would have wasted my time. I'm not one to give up easily. And I can't give up now. Not now when I'm so close. But what's the point when I don't even know what I want to do? What's the point of planning and worrrying about the unknown? I'm just so burnt out after banquet, tour, make up work, drill comp, SAT, SAT II, school, lit, orchestra concerts, trying to practice my vioilin, taking care of my brother, cooking food, and taking care of the house I have no energy. I wish I could sleep in but my body wakes up at 7:30 at the latest. I just want summer vacation to come faster.
1. You're really bipolar
2. You too
3. You're so confusing. It's annoying
4. Thanks
5. Piss off. You got nothing.
6. Give up
7. Don't talk to me like that.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
More and more
I'm becoming more and more lazy and truant. Ditched two more classes today. Profe is going to be so mad at me. Officer's meeting was pretty chill. I'm so glad there's like nothing to plan anymore. Banquet took so much time. But whatever. End of the year party will be fun. haha nothing to plan for that. Research project presentation thing tomorrow. Chem midterm make up tomorrow. I need to start on my lit paper. blah blah blah. It's ok..I'll get it done..sometime.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Soooo EXCITE
Today was pretty uneventful. Until after school. Went to the library with Greg. Met up with Marc, Edward, Jane, Nick, and Erick and Sherlene. I think that's it. But there was a whole mess of people there. After I dropped Edward at home then went off to Threshold! Before I peaced out from Threshold, I got an email. From Blizzard. Notifying me that I had been accepted for the Starcraft II: Wings of Libery Beta Testing! That made me soooo excited. I guess I'm a true Korean at heart. SC makes me happy. Here's some funny ones. Koreans are so weird..they get so into these games.
and this one:
Credit to Chandler for finding these vids a while back.
Well nothing really going on right now.. besides having to study for a lot of tests. Good to be going home early though!
1. Hah it was fun chilling with you yesterday! :)
2. Thanks for the CD nuna! I love Epik High. and now i have like all their stuff.
3. I'll make you your CD too..if I remember lol
4. WTK Shirts! Don't flake!
5. So EXICTE lol. at least i made you laugh today :)
and this one:
Credit to Chandler for finding these vids a while back.
Well nothing really going on right now.. besides having to study for a lot of tests. Good to be going home early though!
1. Hah it was fun chilling with you yesterday! :)
2. Thanks for the CD nuna! I love Epik High. and now i have like all their stuff.
3. I'll make you your CD too..if I remember lol
4. WTK Shirts! Don't flake!
5. So EXICTE lol. at least i made you laugh today :)
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Number 2
So since my other blog was "boring" according to my sources, I'll put up another one. I seriously don't know what to write about.
hmmmm..
I need a haircut. My hair is becoming difficult to manage. I just need the top thinned out and cut a little shorter. and the sides buzzed a little. and the back cut more. Some thing like this:
I also want to get my ears pierced.. could have gotten them pierced today. But i'm scared of what might happen if i ask.. this video pretty much explains what will probably happen:
hmmmm..
I need a haircut. My hair is becoming difficult to manage. I just need the top thinned out and cut a little shorter. and the sides buzzed a little. and the back cut more. Some thing like this:
I also want to get my ears pierced.. could have gotten them pierced today. But i'm scared of what might happen if i ask.. this video pretty much explains what will probably happen: chyeahh..
chonny has also inspired me to buy a video camera and record some of the stupid stuff i do and say in my life. last saturday for example. empathizing with a cricket and talking about being reincarnated as one.
also peeps go buy a gdlm shirt! they look pretty dope. and rep it for all of us guys who get denied and rejected by girls. Go contact Justin Massey or Greg Lai. If they're too shady for you then holla at me and I'll let them know for you.
Hope you all had a good weekend and hopefully more interesting than mine.
Peace
Jr. Sr. Vespers/Party/Appreciation whatever lol
It was ok. I didn't know what to expect but it was pretty good.
after hung out with Katrina, Linda, and Tofu, and Jane. Dropped jane back off at home then went to Linda's house to watch deja vu? the most confusing movie ever. Didn't make any sense at all. I was so lost. Ate some good fish and rice. went home. Ate more rice and beef.
Hmmm...nothing really happened for me to update on lol. whatever. I'm really bored. My house is boring.
Peace
after hung out with Katrina, Linda, and Tofu, and Jane. Dropped jane back off at home then went to Linda's house to watch deja vu? the most confusing movie ever. Didn't make any sense at all. I was so lost. Ate some good fish and rice. went home. Ate more rice and beef.
Hmmm...nothing really happened for me to update on lol. whatever. I'm really bored. My house is boring.
Peace
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Reading
Soooo I've been reading through my own blog. It's pretty depressing. Haha.
How right you are. But I'm not depressed right now. Just a little jaded and just burnt out from school. I envy you and how you're always cheerful. Except in drill. Hah maybe I can look happy one day.
Today was kind of a boring day. Found out that the bank surcharged me with $40. Just made some transfers and fixed the problem. Nothing really happened today. OH went to Nubi's for the first time. That place is really good. Their toppings are really good and their yogurt tastes delicious. I still like red mango better. I have good memories tied to that place :) haha I think these kinds of days are going to become routine again.
Beach vespers yesterday. Was ok. Didn't really do much. I need to make more friends.
Right now: feeling tired and sleepy. I forgot to do the math PowerPoint..I need to start caring about school again this isn't good lol. Ohhh man. Haha. I need to stop hanging out with you. Stop talking to you. Start talking to you. And start hanging out with you. You need to stop doing that. I need to start doing this.
1. haha I don't know why I even bother with you
2. I really hope you turn out better than me
3. I miss you
peace
How right you are. But I'm not depressed right now. Just a little jaded and just burnt out from school. I envy you and how you're always cheerful. Except in drill. Hah maybe I can look happy one day.
Today was kind of a boring day. Found out that the bank surcharged me with $40. Just made some transfers and fixed the problem. Nothing really happened today. OH went to Nubi's for the first time. That place is really good. Their toppings are really good and their yogurt tastes delicious. I still like red mango better. I have good memories tied to that place :) haha I think these kinds of days are going to become routine again.
Beach vespers yesterday. Was ok. Didn't really do much. I need to make more friends.
Right now: feeling tired and sleepy. I forgot to do the math PowerPoint..I need to start caring about school again this isn't good lol. Ohhh man. Haha. I need to stop hanging out with you. Stop talking to you. Start talking to you. And start hanging out with you. You need to stop doing that. I need to start doing this.
1. haha I don't know why I even bother with you
2. I really hope you turn out better than me
3. I miss you
peace
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Fall In
Drill today. I thought we did pretty good. I messed up two times really big during the final.. Forgot to do the hand thing after juniors part and didn't line up with Dylan at the end.. But as a team we did pretty good. I'm proud of all of you guys and grateful for all of you. We all worked hard on this, although some more than others, but it all payed off in the end. I wanna give a congratulations to Chandler for being an amazing DI and coming up with like all of our moves. We couldn't have done it without you so thank you. Sophomores good job. Really proud of you guys. Freshmen cute. Seniors you guys were awesome. I totally wasn't expecting the basketball hoop climb.
Peace
Peace
Monday, May 10, 2010
Drill
Is this Thursday. Surprisingly I'm not that stressed out. I think I was so stressed out for banquet and SAT that I've lost the ability to be super stressed out lol. I mean I get stressed but things just aren't that big of a deal. I got the two biggest ordeals of this year out of the way and I just have SAT II in a few weeks and that's it. Life is good. Summer is going to be awesome. Hopefully I get to go to Korea. Meet up with my family again and see dain. I miss all of them. I spent $17.40 on dinner today..it was good. But..that money was for the rest of the week lol. I just got too excited over sushi. First time in a month. I remember when I used to go out to like diamond bar and LA every weekend for sushi, Korean BBQ, Chinese food man good times. Sophomore and freshmen year. Well next year hopefully. My dad has been working hard this year so hopefully next year will be better. Good thing he's super stingy. Well goodbye everybodies. Hope you all had a good day. Mine was pretty good I guess. Had some ups and downs. Good thing band people are back.
Peace.
Peace.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
It's May
Sitting in bed not being able to fall asleep thanks to a really big headache. I was sleeping fine until I was rudely awakened by a phone call from Justin. Now I can't fall asleep. I'm crying. For what reason I don't know. My eyes are really tired.
I just want a simple life with no worries. On a beach somewhere enjoying the sun drinking coffee or tea. Talking with someone I care about. Maybe even love. With a small condo or house. A place I can call home. Just away from society and all this mess that we have.
And Im not depressed. I just dream of better times.
I wanna raise a family. Love and be loved. Hmm I haven't felt like this in a long time. I don't know what's gotten into me these days. Maybe it's the weather.
I better stop here before I go on a philosophical rant.
Peace.
I just want a simple life with no worries. On a beach somewhere enjoying the sun drinking coffee or tea. Talking with someone I care about. Maybe even love. With a small condo or house. A place I can call home. Just away from society and all this mess that we have.
And Im not depressed. I just dream of better times.
I wanna raise a family. Love and be loved. Hmm I haven't felt like this in a long time. I don't know what's gotten into me these days. Maybe it's the weather.
I better stop here before I go on a philosophical rant.
Peace.
Blast from the past
I don't know why but lately I seem to be thinking about it more than before. It's been a long time but I guess i still haven't given up. More and more opportunities arrive. But I just don't want that anymore. I've decided back then that I'm better than that. I just pray to God that your dream doesn't come true. Maybe it was a sign from God Himself. I just can't go back.
I need to stop slacking.. SAT II's are in a few weeks and I haven't touched the study books. What have I been doing this whole time? Hmm well that fact that they're at school doesn't help but this next week, I'm gonna do some intense studying.
I don't know why I started talking to you again. It's all just for fun so I hope you don't take it too seriously. I'm not trying to bring anything back. And thanks for calling me twice yesterday just to ask for peoples numbers lol. Whatever it's fine. Hope whatever plans you had in irvine worked out. And thanks for driving me that one time lol. I'm gonna call you randomly to come pick me up one day.
I realized I said some stupid shit last night lol. Talk to the spirits, empathizing with a cricket, oh man. Sitting at the computer for 6 hours reading japanese manga is definitely not good for you.
I don't know what's happening anymore. Just go with the flow I suppose. I think I've just been very selfish.
And you I'm not depressed all the time. I'm either tired or thinking about something else. But the last two weeks I've been kinda down because of school but I'm not like that all the time. Hah but my dad thought I was depressed. Right now I'm not. I'm just a little stressed.
Ok well I hope all the band people had a fun trip. And have a safe flight back.
Peace
I need to stop slacking.. SAT II's are in a few weeks and I haven't touched the study books. What have I been doing this whole time? Hmm well that fact that they're at school doesn't help but this next week, I'm gonna do some intense studying.
I don't know why I started talking to you again. It's all just for fun so I hope you don't take it too seriously. I'm not trying to bring anything back. And thanks for calling me twice yesterday just to ask for peoples numbers lol. Whatever it's fine. Hope whatever plans you had in irvine worked out. And thanks for driving me that one time lol. I'm gonna call you randomly to come pick me up one day.
I realized I said some stupid shit last night lol. Talk to the spirits, empathizing with a cricket, oh man. Sitting at the computer for 6 hours reading japanese manga is definitely not good for you.
I don't know what's happening anymore. Just go with the flow I suppose. I think I've just been very selfish.
And you I'm not depressed all the time. I'm either tired or thinking about something else. But the last two weeks I've been kinda down because of school but I'm not like that all the time. Hah but my dad thought I was depressed. Right now I'm not. I'm just a little stressed.
Ok well I hope all the band people had a fun trip. And have a safe flight back.
Peace
Friday, May 7, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Hmmm...
So I'm sitting here waiting for this thing to begin..it ruined my plans for today. And I find out that i probably won't be done until around 8. Fantastic. Well the good thing is I have time to update my blog :)
well I don't really have much to update..uhmm Michelles birthday. But I already posted a birthday thing for her. But now that Ive read it again it's a little depressing. So here's another short thing:
this past year has been so much fun. We've gotten so close. You've been a pretty big influence in my life. I think I understand you a little..because we share a lot of opinions. Womens clothing for example. I just want to say thank you and happy birthday once again. Everything I gave you today has a meaning and is tied to something that's part of our memories. You probably won't notice. Enjoy your birthday despite it being a tuesday. Maybe today can be that one good Tuesday. Oh and I'm sorry I failed at gentlemen don't lol. I was so nervous.
It's really hot in the building and I'm wearing s full suit. Ummm whatever. I'm gonna make sure I get a good dinner.
Kinda bored..sleepy. Nap time? Lol.
well I don't really have much to update..uhmm Michelles birthday. But I already posted a birthday thing for her. But now that Ive read it again it's a little depressing. So here's another short thing:
this past year has been so much fun. We've gotten so close. You've been a pretty big influence in my life. I think I understand you a little..because we share a lot of opinions. Womens clothing for example. I just want to say thank you and happy birthday once again. Everything I gave you today has a meaning and is tied to something that's part of our memories. You probably won't notice. Enjoy your birthday despite it being a tuesday. Maybe today can be that one good Tuesday. Oh and I'm sorry I failed at gentlemen don't lol. I was so nervous.
It's really hot in the building and I'm wearing s full suit. Ummm whatever. I'm gonna make sure I get a good dinner.
Kinda bored..sleepy. Nap time? Lol.
4 May 2010, Tuesday 12:58 AM
.
..
...
When you get what you want but not what you need.
Lights will guide you home..
My life is just a big mess right now. Really foggy.
But in the midst of all this...there's still some light.
17 of them. To guide her. To bring her joy and happiness.
To make her smile and laugh.
This is for you.
Happy Birthday Michelle T. Ocampo.
I hope you enjoy it. You're one weird kid.
..
...
When you get what you want but not what you need.
Lights will guide you home..
My life is just a big mess right now. Really foggy.
But in the midst of all this...there's still some light.
17 of them. To guide her. To bring her joy and happiness.
To make her smile and laugh.
This is for you.
Happy Birthday Michelle T. Ocampo.
I hope you enjoy it. You're one weird kid.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Campout
Campout was really fun. Was a little disappointed when I saw the place we were staying but it wasnt that bad. Worst part was the thorns in the grass and it was uncomfortable to sleep. Mmm food wasn't as good but wherever. Good memories lol. Saturday was pretty fun. Football was so much fun. God Matt Loh is freaking hilarious. Um caterpillar tag. Almost killed Liz when I fell on her. I felt so bad. But all in all campout was fun. I was just a little tired after tour. Good weekend :)
1. Thanks for rooming with me and putting up with me. I can be a bitch/douche/dick/annoying a lot.
2. You are one weird kid! Glad youre my friend though!
3. Hmmmm...
4. We all missed you this weekend.
5. Make it work goddammit.
Arthur it was good seeing you today!
1. Thanks for rooming with me and putting up with me. I can be a bitch/douche/dick/annoying a lot.
2. You are one weird kid! Glad youre my friend though!
3. Hmmmm...
4. We all missed you this weekend.
5. Make it work goddammit.
Arthur it was good seeing you today!
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