I don't know why but lately I seem to be thinking about it more than before. It's been a long time but I guess i still haven't given up. More and more opportunities arrive. But I just don't want that anymore. I've decided back then that I'm better than that. I just pray to God that your dream doesn't come true. Maybe it was a sign from God Himself. I just can't go back.
I need to stop slacking.. SAT II's are in a few weeks and I haven't touched the study books. What have I been doing this whole time? Hmm well that fact that they're at school doesn't help but this next week, I'm gonna do some intense studying.
I don't know why I started talking to you again. It's all just for fun so I hope you don't take it too seriously. I'm not trying to bring anything back. And thanks for calling me twice yesterday just to ask for peoples numbers lol. Whatever it's fine. Hope whatever plans you had in irvine worked out. And thanks for driving me that one time lol. I'm gonna call you randomly to come pick me up one day.
I realized I said some stupid shit last night lol. Talk to the spirits, empathizing with a cricket, oh man. Sitting at the computer for 6 hours reading japanese manga is definitely not good for you.
I don't know what's happening anymore. Just go with the flow I suppose. I think I've just been very selfish.
And you I'm not depressed all the time. I'm either tired or thinking about something else. But the last two weeks I've been kinda down because of school but I'm not like that all the time. Hah but my dad thought I was depressed. Right now I'm not. I'm just a little stressed.
Ok well I hope all the band people had a fun trip. And have a safe flight back.
Peace
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