Bad day

I don't know why. Today was just no bueno..didn't do my Spanish project. Ditched that class again for the third time this week. I'm starting to feel really bad. I have B's and C's in my classes. Still have two chem tests to make up. On a brighter note, got my haircut today by Michelle and Katrina. It was ehhh interesting. And yeah like I'll let you shave your name on my head lol. But the haircut is pretty aight. My dad freaked out when he saw the star though.

Sigh feeling really depressed right now. Feels so hopeless. Whatever. I just need to sleep it off. It'd be so much easier to just give up. But then I would gain nothing and I would have wasted my time. I'm not one to give up easily. And I can't give up now. Not now when I'm so close. But what's the point when I don't even know what I want to do? What's the point of planning and worrrying about the unknown? I'm just so burnt out after banquet, tour, make up work, drill comp, SAT, SAT II, school, lit, orchestra concerts, trying to practice my vioilin, taking care of my brother, cooking food, and taking care of the house I have no energy. I wish I could sleep in but my body wakes up at 7:30 at the latest. I just want summer vacation to come faster.

1. You're really bipolar

2. You too

3. You're so confusing. It's annoying

4. Thanks

5. Piss off. You got nothing.

6. Give up

7. Don't talk to me like that.