Oh PUC

You were good to me. But bad. Your food gave me indigestion. But it tasted good.
Giunis was amazing.. I would go up north just for those sandwiches. omg. Orgasm.
The trip was alright I guess. I had fun. Even though it was really boring most of
the times.. the night times were the best. I'm gonna miss you Justin.
Good talks.
Snow Globe. Enough said.
I don't even know why I keep writing on here.
Probably because I have no one else to talk to.
No one understands me like you blogger because you're me.
Will probably never step foot on that campus again.
Hopefully I don't end up going there.
There's one thing I need to set straight before the end of the year though.
I should probably do it soon.
ugh I hate this feeling of going to school the next day after coming back from a good trip.. like vacation, choir tour, havasu, anything.
Chilled with Greg afterwards. at In-n-Out.
then in my car. the usual..
hmmm.
Every time I go on here, it just makes me realize all the things I don't have.
I think I'm going to stop.
But I need an outlet for all my frustrations and everything..hmmm..
The trade-offs..
Going to Thresh tomorrow..
Need to cool off..
Fuck college english..
Thank you Muse for being my saving grace.

And Thank You Jesus for always being with me even when I fall all the time. I thank you so much for never giving up on me and continuing to bless me with life everyday. Please keep my father strong as he is really sick right now. And I understand that I can't have everything. Thank you again for everything. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

hmmm...
I hate feeling like this.. I really do. I am so pathetic. I really am. I am the worst of them all. THE absolute WORST.
I hate myself.
No I don't. I love myself. Just some parts I hate a lot. A lot. I wish I could cut that part away. Excise that part. But then I wouldn't be whole and I would just be a piece and a lie.
omg I am going crazy. Someone save me. Why am I like this?
eff.
GOing to sleep. Now.

Laters gees.
Hopefully the last time. Ever.
At least until something I've been waiting for to happen happens.
Peace.