Sunday, January 24, 2010

Bible Camp pt.2

Okk sooo...Bible camp was really really really good. I didn't realize how much of a difference there was until I woke up this morning. Realizing that I won't see my family group again, worship with all the people again, not be able to listen to Pastor Tim speak again, laugh together, smile together, and be immersed in all the love. Started off a little weird. Mostly my fault. I went up as a skeptic of the whole experience. But it was only when I just truly left everything behind when I felt Jesus. I made the decision to just focus only on Jesus. Just like climbing, you have to be able to put everything behind you, all the past attempts you've made, all the tips you've heard, everything, nothing matters except for that one move you're about to make. That's all that matters. And the one move I had to make on this problem was a dyno toward Jesus leaving my self behind and not being afraid to fall. Once I focused it became so much more enjoyable. My family group seemed different, the whole place just seemed different. I believe God really answered my prayer from the first night. We had a popcorn prayer and the one word I said was "Lead". I believe he led all of us, as a group, individuals and as a family closer to Him and realizing who He really is. I think that was Heaven on earth. And I can't wait for the real Heaven. I'm definitely going up again next year. Hopefully as a leader. I can't wait to share this with the new people next year and make a good family group.

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