Status Quo

Man my life has been so chill the last two months. School is super easy. Don't have to spend too much time. I have a lot of stuff going on but I don't feel as pressured. Just the fact that I don't have to study for the SAT I Reasoning Test anymore makes me feel happy. Although I'm probably even more busy then I was before it doesn't feel like it. I get everything done and things just seem more efficient. I hVe to study for three SAT II Subject Tests: Biology M Section, Math Level 2C, and U.S. History. Not too worried about any of those. I have to apply to like five summer programs but I'm not stressed. String festival recital concerts etc but I'm not scared. Nothing can get me offthis emotional high that I have. It's better than being high. I've never been so happy or carefree before. I just have this feeling that everything is going to workout. That my life is just on auto cruise for now. Feels good. It's not from bible camp I've had it before that but I think bible camp has made it even stronger. So someone asked me why I don't go for ... My answer is I'm not sure. It feels like I kinds do like her but not really. Like after a few days ago. And we've started talking more often now. Well we'll see what happens. But I'm content with my life right now, why would I want to complicate it with a relationship that's been broken and mended countless times. I'd much rather be friends and I think she does too. Actually if you look at our relationship it's like a freaking Korean drama or something. Hah I should make a movie or write a book on it.

Praise band practice was good tonight. We're actually pretty decent. I learned to play the bass! It was pretty easy. Our week of prayer is gonna be bomb. Something happened this year to our class. We just seem more into things and better. Can't wait for banquet. It's gonna be bomb.

1. I don't know where Barton Rd. is.. Omg you guys are so lame. You guys are also the slowest drivers ever. It's also kind of like you wanted to get lost. Whatever..man you always make me waste gas.

2. Thanks. You're amazing at drums.

3. lolololololololol just thought of you.

4. Wow your so good at everything!

5. You're so gay

aight peace everyone.